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Yes, I am sorry. I am featuring this, because I still don't know how to deal with this. Not after so much good was shown from 'Higher Up'. I feel bad when I do this, but also it's the reality. Bringing In Every Volunteer who Applied, Appears to be Trafficking- For Sexual Exploitation.Obviously, 2023 revealed that this person was bringing in the volunteers for sexual exploitation.The very public talk he had with a group of them, who outnumbered the guests, showed it was sexual exploitation. The talk was about sex. Guess that was the job description, or orientation. When he assaulted one of the two volunteers from Belgium in 2024, he was extremely angry with me for having complained about him going off with them and leaving the hostel empty, unattended, and in darkness. In reality, I stopped those girls from reporting him to the police.
The Higher Self person topic - is still a book in progress.When he was arranging to have all those volunteers, then taking them out and so on, that is actually trafficking them, because he deliberately accepted them all for the reason of 'sexual exploitation'. There is no question about it. That's what they were all there for. Certainly they were for him to sexually exploit - and assault - which he did without a second thought. No conscience about it at all!
Yet he also wanted the relationship with the girlfriend in 2022 to work. Unbelievable. A person who behaves as he does is completely untrustworthy. UNTRUSTWORTHY doesn't mean he wouldn't aim to be loyal if he "found real love". It means a girl could not TRUST him,because in a relationship if it means anything at all, its about honesty and commitment, and vulnerability.These are things you establish before, to quote this person with his weird view "asking for sex with him". Truly, I heard him say that to the nutjob hostel guest there around Oct. 2024. He was talking about someone he either liked or something - I didn't hear that bit - but his answer was no relationship developed because "she didn't ask for sex". He has to be out of his mind to think that is how it works! First you establish a friendship and trust - but you NEVER 'ask for sex'. Jesus, never heard anything so insane before!
And this trafficking aspect, seems to be a good angle for the topic of the book.Because of the Higher Up comms, I always had a positive view of what the person was. That's what I was shown. Then the reality unfolded and every single part of it came as a shock and surprise to me. A confusing surprise. Why was 'Higher Up' showing me what it was showing me? Because to this day, I don't know why I was shown such positive and good things. So of course the first approach with the book was the amazing and unprecedented experience that the 'Higher Self' comms were. It was on two levels because it did come in from higher levels and from outside this planet. It also came from the person himself. That seemed to be the most important aspect to cover. Yet what happens when you discover the person is assaulting girls who have arrived there to be volunteers?And also that his primary goal in having volunteers is SOLELY for sexual exploitation of the willing. What sort of person does something like that?
If I hadn't seen the video of the floods in Puerto Vallarta I would not have been reminded of what that experience was!I've seen some more videos of PV and they seem okay, and apparently there are decent, big shopping malls in Nayarit which was Nuevo Vallarta. I never went there because it seemed pretty awful. Not easy to get around, for one thing. But to the experience, I don't spend my time thinking about what that was - the experience in Mexico of the HS person - even though it is a terrible tragedy. I don't dump it either, because it really could be that enough was done for the person to FIGHT off that Dark Force entity. But with brain damage, I don't know. Unfortunately, I don't know that his behaviour is because of that. We know it sounds a bit brutal about this person. It is probably brain damage from the drugs. As said, it is a terrible tragedy. But it is still his choice to have no morals. A high level soul would never behave like that.
The worst and most gut wrenching, disappointing thing, was his lack of moral integrity. That he would sleep with anything. That it was part of his work practice to sleep with the volunteers. That he thought it was okay to do that, a 'job perk' - but even that he would think he was getting something out of doing that! That he had no personal dignity or respect for himself or what a relationship is. Not even a slight twinge of conscience with what he was doing. With 'Higher Up' coming in as it did, I assumed he was a decent person, just losing it a bit as I interpreted in 2022, but utterly blown apart by what I witnessed in 2023.
We believe that the numbers that will go through to the 'future earth' after the polarity switch is in the region of 5%. That's about 500,000,000. They are people who keep their word, who have integrity, and maintain personal standards of respect, consideration, and absolutely respect the special connection that is a partner in life. This issue with this person is the worst and most deeply offensive and physically sick making thing to have ever had to know about.
The Real Importance and Mystery of the Higher Self Contactis that it seems the 'Higher Self' which is the 'True Self' has been in the process of separating from the 'lower self'.This is why the beautiful soul that is the HS person made contact - absolutely desperate for help, because it was indeed being murdered. But on the everyday level was also so unaware of this contact and connection, including after the 15 hour unbroken Soul Level connection in September 25th-26th 2022. I probably won't be able to forget that. Also that it is so heartbreaking to have gone through this. Something that the Higher Self person was desperately asking for help with, and yet the 'lower self' was destroying the person.I have never in my life experienced anything like this was, which was so strong at the Soul Level and with all the incoming comms from 'Higher Up'. It is absolutely IMPOSSIBLE that the HS person could have done any of the things he did do from August 2022 through to November 2024.Just IMPOSSIBLE for anyone to do any of it - if he had been aware of his own Real Self.
It means the True Self level.is well into being murdered by the 'lower self' and it is breaking the connection within the person, For the person it is the greatest tragedy that can ever happen to anyone. It is the end of the soul.For me, it matters because I was part of the connection and awareness of this disconnect. It was a massively important connection which can be viewed in terms of eternity. It was immensely distressing and mind blowing to witness a person so out of touch with, and disconnected from himself that he could behave as he did.
PART 1. Report-account 'BOOK' : Puerto Vallarta Was a Shock : '"My Final Memories of the Higher Self Person" : The Horror Revelation'.
Anyway, to the videos on Puerto Vallarta.One place featured is 'Oh Croissant' which was one of my usual places of the very few places that were 'okay' to eat in. I also remember the artisan bread shop where the main person who was always serving there was usually too lazy to get up and serve because she obviously does the 'accounts' which makes her something, I don't know, super special perhaps! She would frequently be playing music on her device so that it competed with the music playing for the customers. She was the nastiest witch imagineable, always rude, always hateful, and just unpleasant. This kind of attitude is what I remember the most. Another restaurant featured was Noah's which was quite nice and I did go there fairly often. I only ever had the one thing which was the vegetarian crepe, which was good, but going to this place was more expensive. The nicer restaurants were much more expensive than the places where I am now. Another featured place was Espresso 45 and I did go there each week, they do have good coffee. This was one of about only four places in the area that could make good coffee. The couple who own it were always nice enough.. Next place shown is Carmesi with the hostel in the distance. Carmesi was reasonably okay, and it was a saviour for me to be able to just get out and go there, usually for some kind of juice. I felt I should order food at times, and often the chips were good - which depended on how old they were. No problems at all for them with serving up old chips! At times the gaucamole was good, but sometimes borderline, and then they served me a disgusting bowl of sick made with a really overripe avocado and something that we would only give to a dog. That was the end of it for me. I never went there again. The problem is, they don't mind serving up slop, old food, things like that. Many of the places were like that. Most reviews are by Americans, and they eat disgusting food. There was a nice Italian restaurant near my final hostel, but they made terrible pizzas. They didn't have the pizza base right, wrong pastry. But they also did not make a good pizza, because it isn't just the cheese on top. The restaurant seemed to think it was just about the cheese. . The cheese holds the filling together and there should be LOTS of filling on top. This is where I ordered the mushroom pizza and it literally had one mushroom in the middle. Plenty of cheese though. A dumbo American male retiree came in and was raving about how good the pizza was. Honestly, they were not how a pizza should be. It was always difficult to find somewhere to eat. And really difficult to get a good latte. There is a video 'WHY PEOPLE ARE LEAVING PUERTO VALLARTA MEXICO' and the presenter says, 'yes people are leaving and he knows its hard to believe.' he says 'what are the factors that drive people away from living in paradise'. This is just crazy talk. It is not at all hard to see why people leave. Puerto Vallarta is not "paradise" it is not, it is not, it is not. Not by any stretch of the imagination could you describe it as 'paradise'. It probably reflects how bad living in North America is that people from there find this to be better! The people who made that video a year ago, have a new one uploaded 7 days ago - and it doesn't have any remaining look of having been flooded. it's "Why We Left Mexico" So, they left "paradise"? To me it looks like they are back though, and guess what, the man filming this has just walked past the Sunset accommodation place in Lucerna. What Could Have Been Only One Year Spent in Puerto VallartaInstead went to 3 years because of the 'Higher Up' comms and what that connection was / is.As I get to look through videos of people who came to Cambodia I can see that it looks as if I could have been here throughout the Covid thing!That may not be the case because they might have been enforcing the vaxx, but I am now wondering if it was a possibility to have stayed on here.Going to Mexico, to Puerto Vallarta was an incredibly damaging experience for me. Not just because it is a weird mindset, particularly with the tourists who go there, but also to have been placed in such an amazing 'higher level' experience that was also so awful. Obviously, this was a Soul Level Connection and a very important once in a lifetime connection. Even that I would go to PV at all, and the accommodation, was an incredibly extremely unlikely thing to happen - and yet it did happen. I have also said that I had been shown a dream where I was living there. All of it the most unlikely thing to ever happen, yet 'Higher Up' arranged it so that it did happen. So it did happen, and it has messed up my life terribly because I now know who this person is on the Soul Level and the connection that it is.In fact I was in Malaysia when the Covid stuff happened, and I was travelling because the person I was with in Cambodia had recently accidentally killed himself with medicine and I was very traumatized by it. Foreigners were allowed to stay on in Malaysia until I left at the end of 2021 when I went to Poland but the war in Ukraine began so I ended up in Mexico. It looks like the so called 'Covid' was really to mass trial a new type of genetic DNA altering vaxx. It was so Big Pharma could trial it. People were given different variations; some versions were tolerated okay, others killed people randomly and suddenly. For others still, it seemed to accelerate cancers, or heart issues and morticians found that some sudden deaths had blood vessels completely blocked with some kind of plastic filler. Governments were also introducing a never before seen type of 'police' who were extremely violent and acting in the same way that Trump is sending in troops to silence citizens in the US. We agree the illegal immigrants should be removed, but there is also something else happening with this. So, the situation was dangerous, and I did not want to be vaxxed, and I went to Mexico. All of it was difficult, whether getting an airline that would take unvaxxed passengers, or other rules.It is just possible that I could have returned to Cambodia where I had been living for years, but the information I saw did not seem to indicate I could do. So I went to Mexico, and immediately the 'Higher Self' person experience began. It began immediately. I first arrived in Puerto Vallarta early in 2022, and the world situation changed again in April 2023 so I could have left PV then. I didn't leave because I was continually asked not to go, and 'Higher Up' said 'see it through' and of course, what happened was the most amazing thing that anyone could ever experience, although also perhaps the most distressing. There are no words to describe how much I loathed being in PV! It is a terrible place. Puerto Vallarta is not 'beautiful'. It is an ugly little place that has no beauty at all. Every day was like wasting your life.It is only because of the "Higher Self Person" that I did stay, albeit that it was unclear if I could return to Siem Reap. However, I did leave PV in September 2023 but went back because of communication on the same topic of the HS person. I then stayed another 9 months at the accommodation because 'Higher Up' ASKED me to. And look at what that experience was. A really misguided person who truly does not know anything and does not know the world.He must have been misled and exploited throughout his younger years.But I did do it. I did 'see it through'. And as it stands at the moment, it has pretty much ruined my life. I do love being back in Siem Reap. And the events that are in play in the world, are what is happening. But the experience in Puerto Vallarta was awful. Here in beautiful Siem Reap, which truly is a very pretty place, with overall, very nice and authentic people, is the safest and best place to be to see out what is about to happen in the world. I put up with the dreadful, backward place that is Puerto Vallarta, (because of the strong US influence and copying) for the years from March 2022 to February 2025 and that second braindead hostel I stayed in after having to leave the original Sunset accommodation. I do think that when Puerto Vallarta was 'discovered' it was a pretty little fishing village - but they have since completely ruined that and made it a nightmare of a tourist place for low level tourists. There is no pretty little fishing village.
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