As for My Final Memories of the Higher Self Person

My leaving memory is from the events of November 14th 2024 which was the time I knew he had done the 'volunteer' thing again. I have described this in the Book Part 1 Report.

I was very surprised, because in the previous 3 months or nearly 4 months in fact, he had been much better, and for this volunteer the first question anyone would ask is why? I do know that earlier on that day and before that, the 'energy' of the person had been very positive, like he was going to be okay. Then perhaps around lunchtime, for some reason I could feel he kind of became very stressed. His voice usually changes to a whine when stressed. I didn't think anything of it though.

Obviously on the Wednesday Nov. 13th I was about to pay for another month's rent. I did plan to be there for the full time of my 6 month visa. He was behaving weirdly, and he was talking to a man in the common area but this person was not a guest. I decided to wait until later to pay him. He was talking very loudly, also going to the loo several times, so had been drinking, which was why he was talking loudly. He was making an issue of being on a phone call of probably a Tinder contact and he kept on checking that her age was 23. I guess he then met her when he went out, but maybe she wasn't up to much.

So the second choice, or back up, was the volunteer, but I never thought he would bother to look twice at her

On the next night, the Thursday, it appeared he had asked this volunteer out, had done so on the Thursday, and after about an hour out they were back and she was ready to rock 'n roll. In fact she seemed to be feeding the dog and he came out of his bedroom saying something like 'come on, what are you doing?' Unfortunately for me, by being in the position of on my way to sitting in the main social area, I saw her go into the bedroom and it was obvious what was happening next.

After an hour or so, he came out of the room, wearing some kind of thigh length light blue underwear thing and he got a drink from the fridge. It seemed so incredibly sordid. He had been in there doing his thing, or each doing their thing, but I do know she had showered before she went on her date.

Nevertheless, I felt sick, and there is now one image indelibly stuck in my memory records, of him, our precious 'Higher Self' person - whose soul level had connected with me at one time for nearly 2 days straight - coming out at half time with the light blue jocks he had quickly put on, to get something to drink.

That was the Thursday. When they had finished, there was someone who rang the door bell, I think to pick up some things left by the entrance, and they were ready for that because that is when she slipped out of the room dressed in her shorts as before.

The Friday was when the other man was there and the HS person was being very dismissive about this girl, basically laughing about her

that she would dutifully show up for sex at the time he had told her. She did, but not too long afterwards she returned to the dorm to change her top. Then they went out until 4 am.

Of course, I was asleep then. but being right near the window I heard a loud slam of a car door which woke me, and I decided to go to the bathroom. That is when I walked passed the window and the ute (van) was parked right across the road with this man swaying about near the front of the vehicle, clearly 'out of it'. It didn't register that it was him for quite a while. I just wondered about this man standing there, whoever he was, facing the front of the pick up. He was swaying about but closely watching the girl who was crouched down beside the vehicle peeing. He didn't turn away from it, he stood watching it and nodding his head. Then she got up and they both sat in the gutter.

It seemed such an odd sight and I didn't know who it was until I noticed the T shirt the man was wearing, which was quite distinctive, and it was only then that I realized it was the 'Higher Self' person.

Before that, earlier that evening, I had made arrangements to leave. I checked with my alternative place, going round there the next day, just to make sure it was an okay place. It was. That was a Saturday and booked out, so I couldn't make the move until the Tuesday, and until that time, I was the only guest in the dorm along with that volunteer - who was then beginning to 'own the place'.

I have covered that this was a SOUL level connection which included telepathy and a clear feeling into this person. His soul was of course a Soulmate connection, and despite that I knew this stuff,

I would NEVER have wanted to actually witness him getting stuck into a sex session, then going to the kitchen at 'half time' for a drink ready to get stuck into again.

NEVER should a guest at an accommodation place ever have to go through something like that.

Apart from the door to his bedroom being open, apart from the sleaze in the HS person's voice,

the most revolting thing was actually feeling (in a higher energy sense) the HS person screwing the volunteer.

It was worse than the image of Billie Eilish describing what she liked to do!

That is my last, lasting memory of the Higher Self person.

I believe this 'Hgher Realm' mission had been an important mission planned long ago, on some Higher Realm to help get this 'Higher Self' person out of this reality. I have to wonder how many times this has been tried before, and failed.

I did try to go back later in January before leaving in February, but even though I got myself there, I just couldn't do it.

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