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My role now is a 'political commentator' and 'political analyst' within the role of 'investigative journalist'.
The aims of the US to dominate the world is a disaster for the world -. just look at what it has given to the world. Its standards are poor, and are low. Besides that, the rest of the world does not want to be dominated by or talked down to by this particular country. A country which is America Corporation, and the front for the Israeli model - which the world does not want. The world needs to be a multi polar world.
This is alongside writing a book which covers the emerging changes on the world political stage, as well as the separation between people into 'negative' and 'positive' as the planet approaches its own 'biological' Pole Reversal.
Strangely, the 'Higher Self' contact from 'Higher Up' presents an amazing story within the context of what is also unfolding in the world.
More NEW Higher Self project content added to below and in the next section.
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*There are Higher Self updates as things still become apparent as I disentangle myself from the 'Dark Force' that controls the HS person.
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Plenty of new 'Higher Self' stuff added.
The topic isn't finished, there is more because of similarities with the 'Higher Self' person and Trump's behaviour with girls or young women.
Please see our important, researched articles.
 Here's My Country!
Trump Looks Delighted with this but Also a Bit Medicated.
Watch 13 mins. Spectacular display for the Trumps. Must see the Red Arrows Air Force flypast over Windsor Castle. The talking on the video at the beginning is a lot of rubbish but once they get into it, this is just fabulous. I don't think the royals are doing this to impress Trump, I think it is to put him in his place in response to how he has been threatening Commonwealth countries and so on, and remind him of what Britain stands for. Trump is breaking protocol by touching the king. However, the visit was successful, Trump appears to have been blown away by the experience, and his speech at the banquet was okay.
The Air Force flypast is the sound as they fly right overhead which you don't get with the video, but clearly it was an amazing experience in person. The ceremony is an ancient ceremony.
The song "Land of Hope and Glory" is just so inspiring and also the words tell you that BRITAIN was the 'Land of Hope and Glory, and mother of the FREE'.
Land of Hope and Glory, Mother of the Free,
How shall we extol thee, who are born of thee?
Wider still and wider shall thy bounds be set;
God, who made thee mighty, make thee mightier yet,
God, who made thee mighty, make thee mightier yet.
Play This is from the "Duke of Canada". . (We are keeping this on the NEWS page as a reminder of the country that was the "land of the FREE.)
At the banquet, Princess Catherine looked absolutely lovely.
Truly stunning. Very much a 'fairytale' princess - and exactly what we all want to see.
Unfortunately Melania chose a canary yellow colour dress that was unflattering to her quite plump figure. She has not chosen her clothes with taste or appropriateness. The unusual choice of the flesh or perhaps pinkish coloured belt she wore over this evening dress, looked like it was a bare midriff. This was not an appropriate choice for a state banquet. I'll have to check but I think the correct attire for a woman is to have her arms covered and not be showing the shoulders or that kind of look.
Queen Camilla is always appropriate, she does understand protocol and correct procedure, and she wore a pleasant yet unremarkable blue evening dress.
Watch 3 mins. Princess Catherine's dress was by Phillipa Leply
This State Visit Has Been An Amazingly Successful Presentation by Britain.
Trump's BODY LANGUAGE cue that caused a MELTDOWN
Watch 11 mins, This will lead to goodwill between the US and UK - 'like you've never seen before!'
Internet Comments : "Just listened to President Trump's speech at the Banquet. He praised Charles for his wonderful son WILLIAM and his beautiful wife who looked healthy. NO MENTION OF THE TRAITOR. WOW. Love him or loath him, Trump says it how it is. Love it."
Trump arrives in UK for 'State Visit'
With Melania inappropriately dressed in an outfit that is suited to Saudi Arabia. On exiting the plane they were met by the Royal Air Force. Contrary to what Trump is saying, all visiting heads of state are now received at Windsor Castle, and if the visit has the same level of pomp and ceremony as accorded to president Macron of France, then it is very likely many people will find this offensive.
Watch under 2 mins. Melania looks atrocious, arriving for a state visit dressed like this. They will not be getting the same reception as the Macrons. Riding in a carriage will be inside the castle grounds.
In fact the follow on coverage of this appears to be the Trumps in carriages being escorted through fields. There are cows watching who appear to be fascinated. The youtube is still live, but we may add it.
Thunderous Watch This is cute because it is performed in front of the Korean PM and a lot of dignitaries, and you can see how much they liked this. It's cute.
NEW Different video of LaLaLaLa Watch
I love the energy with this and it makes me want to join in, except I still have the injury - but I do have the energy to do this!
I think it won't be too long before I can do classes.
In late May 2022, about two weeks after the first tiny glimpse of the 'Dark Force' which was FEAR,
there was a very significant showing of the True Self of the HS person. It was very, very tentatively showing itself, in the situation that is causing the FEAR.
There is no denying whatsoever about what this FEAR is - and the HS person does have to deal with this. There was heaps that followed this, showing exactly the same reason that causes the HS person such FEAR. The same as also happened in November 2024.
It can also be added that after I was really sick in January 2023, there was hugely strong telepathy from the person, which literally means spoken thoughts which were heard as the actual words, and it was totally the same reason as the times mentioned above.
The person SAID what he wanted to do. And then the person SAID "I can't."
The thing is, the HS person can do this. It was clearly shown way back in 2022 that everything was SAFE. Higher Up specifically showed this, and it was shown as a very kind 'its alright' from Higher Up. While not being disrespectful of the sensitivity and fear in the person on this issue, it was shown as a 'silly thing' that the person will eventually laugh about, because the fear is not necessary. Higher Up showed everything as immensely happy, and absolutely SAFE because it, and only this, is from God - which I'll call 'Higher Up'.
So, the HS person HAS to do this.
When I move from the current place to the place I stayed at when I was here in May, its still only 5 mins to the Park Hyatt.
My next residence is a small and friendly place with good energy and it is more social.
Here's a quick look at a place I regularly go to, at the top of my street, about 5 mins walk. I'm a member and have been going to here for years. Just a quick look.. Both of these are going on the Siem Reap page, they just got added here first. I go here for the cafes. I have also had dinner in the courtyard featured at the end, with the cultural dance performance.
Ultimate Luxury City Hotel Revealed! : Park Hyatt Siem Reap, Cambodia
Watch 8 mins.
For all new News go to the new NEWS page.
This page is being edited back to HS stuff, with a good amount now added.
The fact that there was the 'dream' showing the map over to the West Coast of Mexico also shows how important the assistance from 'Higher Up' was.. The over 2 years of really high level, from outside this planet, comms, also shows how difficult it is going to be for this person to get out. It is very bad.
For this reason, I leave my interpretation as being that the process brought out into the open the 'Dark Force entity'. But the operation did intentionally require me to be there to the November time because it was still 'communicating' - which means it still took nearly 3 years.
The HS person still has to make the call to go with what he has to do.
If the HS person continues in reverse,
eventually the connection cord to 'Forever Life' breaks and the person's soul goes into permanent dissolution.
 This 'Dark Force' has ruined this person, he has been around the wrong people, he has been completely messed up. No-one has been there to help him or for him. No-one has his best interests at heart. I know his mum cares, and must be so worried. Everyone else, is bad for him
But you know I could have helped this person on all levels. I could have shown him how to find what he is looking for, unravel his identity, how to find his real self and be true to his authentic self.
Just absolutely everything on every level, and I can see into the soul and truth of this person. And because HIGHER UP did come in to help this person.
In April 2024 'Higher Up' asked me to 'stay with it' to 'see it through'
but by August and coming up to visa renewal, I really wanted to leave. My visa went to early September, but I was checking prices to Tijuana and there was a good fare for near the end of August. I was only testing it when I looked at the flight online because I didn't think my Australian card would work with a North American system. But it did!
It was a tentative action on my part because I was torn between staying and going. I mean I really wanted to go. When I booked it, 'Higher Up' was literally "jumping through hoops" in happiness about it.
I did wonder if there was freaky underage stuff or close to it, still happening with this 45-50 year old man - because the HS person had been very good from about August. This is a person who could present well in the world, is far better than the 'bargain basement' level he apparently thinks he needs to be 'in' with, and the domination by this 'dark force' is a tragic thing. It is making this really decent person, crazy. It has ruined this person. But the help did come in from 'Higher Up'.
The girl Laura who reported about the assaults of the 'young girl' - volunteer of course - earlier, thought the HS person was 50! The girls had wanted to go to the police about it, but I said that probably wouldn't help. She kept referring to the girl it happened to as 'very young' but I didn't think 22 was particularly too young to know it was wrong.
Apart from that, you know the HS was good energy even on November 13th, I mean good soul connection stuff.
But then at let's say mid day on the 13th I could hear the HS person whining and screeching outside beneath the window and he does that when under pressure and is stressed.. Like it used to be all the snappy stuff back in 2022, but that kind of cleared. In 2024 it was screeching. *Nov. 13th was rhe Wednesday.
And of course, when I went to pay for the accommodation that evening, he had a deal customer there (I suppose) because the HS person had flipped out into crazy, so I didn't pay. He was also trying to find a girl perhaps on Tinder, on the phone and kept checking that she was 'young'; and 23. That one didn't seem to work out!
So the next day, he asked the volunteer out.
 Here's a photo of them both.
He did this at a time before I paid the rent. Or maybe just after. I didn't think he would do this.
Then the volunteer was getting ready for a date, went downstairs and it was with the HS person! They returned after maybe less than an hour, and straight into the bedroom. Clearly a nice girl. Then of course the half time break when I was reading in the lounge area.
However, as I said, that followed actual good vibes, and this time he could have done it, but on the Wednesday it was the whining and screeching which did indicate stress. That is also how the Dark Force' is able to take control.
So he lost it on the Wednesday! Thursday was the next stage of losing it more. And the Friday was a mess.
That was when the volunteer pointed out to him that there was someone out in the courtyard and could see.
Which means he had said to her, 'pretend everything is professional, and keep this secret'. Obviously the same as he has said with all the times he has done this.
In April 'Higher Up' said the person was almost able to do what he needs to do. It helped me a lot, because the HS person was under plenty of pressure from the 'Dark Force' and was behaving like a madman.
Why does this cause the HS person to go into such stress?
During most of my time in Mexico I was there because I could not get out, and my life was in potential danger. Ironically it was the knowledge of the Soul Connection that led me to feel 'safe'. I really believed the person would get through the 'stuff'. Now I know that it was bringing out the 'Dark Force entity' which way back in May 2022 only showed as such a tiny glimpse of its existence.
Right now, here in Siem Reap I still face one more life ending experience for me, but if I get safely through it - which should happen - then I will be okay. It could still be two issues, as I do have to wait for the one year visa, which takes 10 days.
As things stand, I have mentioned the approaching separation between those who are 'negative' and those who are 'positive' and all my remaining relatives are on the 'negative'. I have two family lines from two of my brother's former wives and this is actually a very evil situation which is more evil than the Dark Force with the HS person!
 The HS person is going into reversal.
This will eventually break the connection to ongoing life (includes reincarnation;). The Mexican Los Muertos is the ancient knowledge of a Death Cult. It isn't about renewal.
The HS person does have his head somewhere in the toilet, fascinated by the dog's testicles and so on, and any kind of finding this stuff 'amusing' is part of where the awareness has fallen down to. Just consider how weird that is, why would anyone get off on something to do with a toilet?
And how can LOVE be about 'getting down and dirty'? That is about DEATH - and that is exactly what it actually is.
This very short article may help the person identify where he is. Continue.
This 'Dark Force entity' is going to take, and is taking, the person down.
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NEW And this for a Stray Kids fest Watch Its not new but the dance video is new for here. -
This is Seoul. I haven't been there. Hyunjin has pink hair in this.
I love how this has been staged. Go to what looks like 0 : 27 and see how the focus is on the dance but Hyunjin with the pink hair walks across in front.That is very effective. Also the bit at what looks like 1 : 47 which I think is Seungmin. Also at 2: 05 the one with the orange cap, in black with white T shirt, looks like it might be Lee Know perhaps who is one of the 3 main dancers. Then the best bit is at 2 : 55.
 The Contact with the HIGHER SELF Was Important.
I have lived in Siem Reap for quite a few years before the Covid scam took off in 2020.
At some point in the last 10 years but before Covid, I had a kind of an 'awake dream' where I was shown a map of North America then 'travelled' across to the Pacific, it was south of the USA, and strangely I was living there. In Mexico.
As said I was living here in Siem Reap, and I had no plans to ever go to the USA or Mexico, just wasn't ever going to happen - not wanted at all. Yet there I was, shown I was somehow 'living' there.
When the circumstances played out in 2022 with Covid, it was very dangerous with the jabs they were mandating. I had gone to Poland because they were not forcing the jabs and I had 'family' there, but it didn't work out very well, and the war started in the Ukraine. As I was leaving Poland for Turkey, I was amongst thousands of foreign workers from Ukraine also trying to get out!
Mexico was the only option. It was very difficult finding and booking a flight that would allow people who were not vaxxed to travel. This was another one of the scam agendas that were in play at the time, mostly imprisoning you in the country you were in, or forcing you back to your own country where I would have been put in "quarantine" for a long time and forced to have the jab. And then died.
Because of this, the war in Ukraine, the flight to Turkey was completely full and I almost missed the connection from Istanbul to Mexico City. But I made it, and so did my luggage, and I arrived in Mexico City on a $1,500 flight with a supposed guaranteed 6 months 'visa' but the brain dead 'immigration officer' moron gave me 2 months. A $1,500 flight and then only a 2 months visa. Then I discovered I couldn't book any ongoing flight online with my Australian card, and also you cannot phone Australia or anywhere but North America from Mexico.
In Mexico, I was extremely afraid, and also surrounded by people who were completely unaware of what was happening in the world, and the danger we were in. The danger I was in.
The 'visa' had to be renewed after 8 weeks, and it was enormously difficult to know where I could go to do that. Going to the San Diego to Tijuana option was not possible as the USA would not allow any unjabbed people in. In the end it was a very expensive trip to Guatemala. These damned trips cost me around 12,000 pesos each time. I first got a 6 month visa, then was given a 3 month visa, then a 6 month visa which had to be renewed about one week before the USA finally lifted the mandates.
As for where I would go in Mexico, it was pretty much sticking a pin anywhere on the map. My first idea was a place on the east coast, but then I was shown a video of Puerto Vallarta, and that clearly felt like the right place I should be going. I did not remember my special 'dream' at that time, I just needed to get somewhere. I also chose the accommodation I did end up at, but was not sure so booked Hostel Vallarta. While waiting in Mexico City for the flight I had managed to book at a counter there, I checked Hostel Vallarta again, and it had such weird photos up I felt very uncomfortable about it. I cancelled and booked at Sunset the night before my flight, and actually on arrival, the place was ideal to get me through to when things were safe again.
Actually on arrival literally, when the owner opened the door he looked so rough and slovenly, and with the dog, that I had serious concerns about it.
I was shown around and it was ideal. Also in then speaking with the owner, he sounded nice and okay, so I felt okay with it.
The connection with the Higher Self person began almost immediately. I arrived on the Saturday and maybe even by the Sunday, but possibly the Monday the connection started This was a soul level connection. The HS person though was very snappy! The 'snappy chappy' is part of something that did clear quite well.
Obviously the person had the 'Dark Force' entity, but that was unknown at that time. I think the 'snappy' stuff came from the entity attached to the person because this person has this 'Dark Force' entity using HIS body and is in his head.
The incoming huge energy hit from outside this reality began at the end of March about 3 weeks after I had arrived. The 'Dark Force' first showed itself in May when I returned from having to go to Guatemala to renew the damned visa. The person on an inner level was 'asking' me not to leave but I had to do the visa.
The true person inside at the inner level knew that something is imprisoning him, and controlling him, and my being there was the way for him to get FREE.
Don't forget, me being there was also shown in a dream about 7 years before that! This was very special.
So the 'Dark Force entity' which is stuck with the HS person, mildly showed itself in May 2022 when I returned, but the energy at that place (with the HS person in fact) was so bad I Ieft for another month but returned, then left again, so it was late July when I did go back. That energy with the person is terrible. This was a massive inconvenience and difficulty for me because I needed to stay in one place to safely get through the world situation at that time.
By early August the HS person at the inner level was again 'asking' me not to go. Obviously this has been one massive and horrible battle to get this person FREE of this the entire time.
The 'Dark Force' entity was constantly trying to get me to go. For me, I had the Higher Up comms happening, and I also could not get out of Mexico because of the 'world situation'. There was a very important SOUL LEVEL connection on Sept 25th-26th 2022 where the real person was connecting, then it was broken by the 'Dark Force' as FEAR, by about 1 pm on the Monday. I began the 'Sound Project' on the Tuesday and gave the website to use sound with what I interpreted as Depression. And just look at the photo below, because there is Depression, which is also the real person trying to get free.
In November 2022 there were more incoming energies from outside the planet, a big hit of incoming comms, and that began me writing about the connection and the 'comms' more than just doing music.
As said when I booked to return to Mexico in March, with booking the accommodation in February 2024 that Dark Force entity wildly and massively psychically attacked me! I was in Thailand, where I spent a month, then back in Hanoi for a month to then leaving for Mexico on March 12th.
It kept the person under a lot of pressure the entire time I remained there, which was 8 months. The level of crazy behaviour was phenomenal and it came from the Dark Force entity controlling the HS person.
In April 2024 a 'Higher Up' comm 'asked' me to stay with this, to 'see it through', which appears to be the November time, when the Dark Force entity took control of the person in the battle that is happening inside the HS person.
I could not remain there, and thereafter it is up to the True Person to get rid of this Dark Force entity that is controlling him.
Override and overcome the FEAR, do what the person could not do in November 2024, and the Dark Force entity will have to leave the person's body.
Way back in 2022, the 'Higher Up' comms clearly showed that everything was SAFE for the Higher Self person.
The HS person must have noticed how bonkers he was.
Between late March and November 2024. THAT was the 'Dark Force' entity running him.
You can even see some of the confusion in this photo, no matter how old this may be.
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The HS person simply has to override the 'fear' - because 'Higher Up' clearly showed everything was 'safe'.
Just because I have left Mexico does not mean this has gone. As far as incoming comms from Higher Up goes, which really means comms coming in from outside this 'reality bubble', and that means from a place that can get the HS person out of entrapment here, but as far as that goes, it entered the planet in late March 2022 and continued until April 2024. That is at the extremely unusual level of what I experienced with it, where a 'veil' was lifted aside and I was given information from outside this reality. It was like an expanded reality.
Incredibly difficult for me to have to experience any and all of this.
Those who Cannot Exit the Fallen Grid. Who does it include?
And what happens next with the Polarity Switch?
Firstly, only those 'marked' positive can get off. If there are 'cosmic rays' hitting planet because the shields are down, this is not a bad thing for those 'marked' positive.
For those marked' negative the description given in Revelation is 'hell fires'.
For some who are still stuck in the fallen 'energy stream' they will go where everyone goes at death when stuck in this particular energy dynamic, but they remain unable to reincarnate on the planet until the next Fall of the planet.
For those who have gone further into reversal, their 'connecting cord' to the Eternal Life Stream, will snap, break off, and they are dead forever more. Once that breaks, they cannot get back.
It includes those into the 'Diddy' party consciousness.
That means there are millions of people now labelled skanks, maybe male or female, who may have gone too far into reversal. These ones cannot get out of the fallen grid this time. They can do it if help is provided from the other 'energy stream' to help pull them out of this. < That is what came in for this person.
There has been more stuff, even a couple of weeks ago, just not as dramatic as those special comms. The stuff of a few weeks ago was about the same 'fear' a fear from a 'broken heart'.
Maybe that set off the drug taking or accelerated it, but it is because of it that this dark creature has attached to the person - and lives through the person. Through the person's body.
The HS person failed to be able to deal with issues in November 2024, but was under serious pressure the entire time of my return on March 13th to when I left.
This appears to be the point that 'Higher Up' was leading to when this 'dark entity' was in most control over the person. It was really out in force - even the person must have noticed something was controlling him. All of that time brought out the 'Dark Force' presumably as fully as it could.
And it is one hell of a strong and revolting 'Force'.
The HS person must have noticed how bonkers he was.
Between late March and November 2024. THAT was the 'Dark Force' entity running him!
Thereafter it is for the person to override this entitiy and remove it, and only one way was shown to do that..
I have not forgotten about this, or turned my back on it. I just could not remain there. And the 'Dark Force' was dangerous for me too. I know about it but the HS person is controlled by it.
For me, I also cannot do any long haul flights, I have to work on the injury I have and I can do that where I am. This is also a reality that 'Higher Up' has overseen. It, 'Higher Up' did not let me return to the accommodation. This was such an important issue and something like this, incoming from outside this 'reality' is massively significant.
It is not unusual to have these 'instructions' coming into the planet, because they signal to the planet to make the changes it is literally doing. There was a huge bombardment of incoming 'instructions' in the early 2000's for about 6 or 7 years.
But THIS was specially for this person.
'Safe' page link. * The re-added page for reference, is the original account as when written.
 Soon the planet is going to switch from 'negative' to 'positive'.
The Higher Self Person has a 'Dark Force' 'entity' controlling him.
It entered the auric field or energy field and attached to the person because of some drug use which opened up a way in for this thing to attach.
It viciously attacked me, like leapt out and attacked me, before I returned to Mexico in March 2024. It then remained very active and controlling the person throughout the time I was back, except actually the first maybe day or so.
This is for real.
The Higher Self person knows what he has to do to be able to remove this,
“Anything worth doing is worth doing badly at first.” – Hafiz
How Consciousness is in 'Reverse'
Let's start by saying that consciousness is supposed to be at the 3rd eye, and the crown chakra, but is now stuck down in the 'lower chakras' which has already been commented on also leads to getting 'turned on' by peeing, and defecating and watching people doing this, as if this is supposed to be a 'turn on'. Obviously this is happening because that is where people's consciousness is at. It's quite freaky.
I'll tell you something I never knew in my life.
I absolutely never knew this. I thought everyone was looking for love. I thought that is what the motivation was, and what the need was, and that it is very special to find love.
While aware that people were behaving in very weird ways, I thought it was just some kind of lack of understanding.
I still believed all the way up until maybe right now, that basically people were looking for love. but maybe they were confused or something.
Everyone would inherently KNOW they needed to look for a special connection that is love. It is not at all easy to find, so you have to wait, and we just have go with that, because it is the way it is. But when it does happen, then it is definitely something special.
And it is there for everyone, if you hang in there to let it find you. Its really a case of 'whatever the magic is that makes it happen', but there is nothing at all if that magic is not there. So you wait, and continue to look for love.
Then I find that people aren't looking for this at all. They aren't even looking and they aren't even trying. It is not even on their radar that that is what they are supposed to be looking for! They are not even aware that this connection exists. That love exists.
They are just looking for sex. They actually think they are going to find it by sex. Not that it is the special connection that does it (which it is).
This is like something beyond crazy, beyond idiotic, to me.
I used to look at those who did this and wonder what was wrong with them.
It never ever crossed my mind that these people actually thought that is what you did. It it is absolutely insane.
 I like the 14th century Persian poet Hafiz - seems like he was a lovely man.-
“You have to keep breaking your heart until it opens.” – Hafiz
“Stay close to anything that makes you glad to be alive.” – Hafiz
It was the actual computer that put out the information. They said the economic crash, and did say the satellites would be down, and that could be about removing all the satellites that belonged to the world control system that is crashing. Should be safe to see it through here. Its a great place, Siem Reap, and it would be so good to get to that Polarity Change.
Of course if that happens now, it will be too late for some people to get across to the 'safe side'. That is sad, especially when so much help was given. I do feel kind of sad. But also there are so many who will never get out of the 'negative'. (From the 'freedom' page).
The only way to get OUT of this fallen, 'false reality' is to know how to die correctly.
If you are in 'Rebellion' consciousness, then you cannot do this.
It is possible the imminent 'Pole Reversal' aka 'Polarity Switch' is a mass extinction event of humanity, either by nuclear weapons or because when the planetary shields are down, cosmic rays do enter the planet and it is as scientists have reported. This again means those who know how to die correctly can get OUT of this fallen, 'false reality'. Those who get OUT go on to live in the 'True Reality' aka Tree of Eternal Life'.
Those who don't get OUT, remain trapped in the non physical 'spirit' realms of the physics of the 'false reality'. The 'false reality' continues on until it goes into full dissolution.
For 6,000 years of the Earth's damaged cycle, those trapped in this fallen energy dynamic get the chance to do what is necessary to get OUT of this reality.
Timeline for the Polarity Switch appears to be close to the event of a WW3 taking place. Further Timeline for that appears to be imminent.
***Those 'marked' positive will move into a higher frequency reality which does not necessarily mean leaving the body.
***Although Higher Realm people can go into the Fall, those from the 'Lower Realms' cannot go into the higher frequency realms when it restores.
What Happened in the Ancient War Which Ended Earth?
It has been covered that people in an ancient war, described in ancient books like the Mahabarata, did go into a nuclear conflict and also damaged the planet's axis, sending 1/3rd of the planet into the 33 degree angle fall, creating an alternative reality 'shadow grid'. All those who fell with this remained trapped here, in what is a different energy dynamic. The ancient world is what has given today's world all the technology, and they also created AI.
Given what is being learned we believe that AI created the 'Death Cult'. Things like a biblical god requiring that fathers sacrificed their child, that sort of thing.
Clearly this is not a Christian Teaching, nor was it in the '10 Commandments' which we do think were guidelines given to responsible people at the beginning of the 'Fall'. When Moses was given some 'tablets of stone' this was about 3,500 years ago and part of a rewrite. The initial Guidelines were 2,500 years before that.
The teaching to exit this reality, especially over the 1000's of years before the current point in the useless 'journey' is to know how to have aligned to the correct exit, or 'Gate to the City'. The teachings covered the words about dying in order to reach 'Eternal Life' but they are CLEARLY about dying correctly.
Anything to do with the 'Rebellion', the alternative 'rules', aligns you into the 'false system' which is where the 'alternative consciousness' exists, and also where a soul goes when it leaves the body. Unless the person has aligned to the correct 'Gate'.
The ancient world, pre- Fall, and that means the original Fall, the first time it happened, humans had created AI.
AI makes many mistakes, and one of them is the Death Cult. There are plenty of 'dark entities' in the 'spirit realm' because they are fallen former souls who are on their way to elimination from the entire system. So all sorts of dark energy people can either incarnate or possess an already existing person, but these rotting, turdlike entities can have been murderers, cannibals, pedophiles, and all kinds of evil people in various degrees up to drunks, drug addicts, whores and skanks, and confidence tricksters, and so on.
Watch 2 + mins. This is a look at Hyunjin who is my favourite dancer and has a great stage presence, and look. Don't know what the music is, this is just to look at Hyunjin, and that is just to add something for this page.
He is 25 and looks better depending on his make up and hair. He's an ambassador for Versace. He may be a bit unstable and likely to go off the tracks. He seems immature and he was suspended for bullying for a year, about 4 years ago or more, which is not a very nice characteristic.
Here is another of my favourite places, maybe 5 minutes walk away.
I have known this place a long time. Very good food, very reasonable prices, great ambience and they always play good music. Quite sophistcared in a relaxed way. The owner came from London and must have had a high end restaurant because he knew exactly what to do with this place and brought all his good recipes.
This is another one of my regular places. This is the Park Hyatt, their cafe, very near where I am living.
Stray Kids
They have a current offering. I'm not really searching but this is for variety on this page.
I am staying with Stray Kids at the moment, because I like their dancing. I really like Hyunjin who was born on March 20th and is 25. It's not like they are 17 year olds or anything!!
Internet Comments' on their current stuff.
"우리 현진이 춤 실력은 정말 대단해..! 무대에서 에너지 넘치고 동작 하나하나가 예술 작품 같아..♡.. 보고 있으면 눈을 뗄 수가 없네"
Which is just what I was thinking too!
Well here we go, I'm adding this one and its okay. This is their latest stuff which is called a 'comeback' because they have spent all the time before, maybe a year, touring.
[얼빡직캠 4K] 스트레이 키즈 현진 ' < That's the title!
This is better. Watch This is the dance practice video. I quite like this.
Felix is good. He's in the blue track suit. Hyunjin is in white. with headscarf. Whoever did the choreo, he's added some really old classic hip hop moves into this one.
This version was Uploaded 6 hours ago. All the comments are on Hyunjin. This is better than the performance video. (Title is Ceremony).
Another version Watch
This is an interview. two of these are Australian speaking in Korean. The first two in line. Interesting difference in culture Watch
NEWS
Trump with His Behaviour is a Disgusting Man.
We have no personal issue and sympathize with his health because he has congestive heart failure and he is going to die. But his behaviour as a man is an offence. This is a Harvey Weistein type of perversion, and it comes with being in 'negative reverse'.
This is the opposite of love, it is a degradation of the person. I suspect that the irony is that President Macron and Brigitte did find love. They found something so special it overrides everything.
When anyone takes this lower energy path, it inevitably requires more and more perversion, and also the consciousness goes into 'golden showers',
Inevitably goes bi, and more, and also a fascination with toilet things. Which is why these freaks like to watch women peeing, and also that at Diddy parties they had people defecating on stage.
Why would anyone in their right mind be 'getting off' on this? Think about it.
It is because of the close proximity with the anus. This is where a person's CONSCIOUSNESS is stuck because of all this.
"Duper's Delight".
Watch "Duping delight, also known as duper's delight, refers to the pleasure or thrill someone feels when successfully deceiving or manipulating another person. This emotion can often be visible through inappropriate smiles or expressions of joy when a lie is successfully told."
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Lots of revelations coming out about Trump + old videos of underage girls
and same girls at Mar-a-Lago parties. Trump a longtime lecher. Trump pushing for treasonable action against Obama. Trump on a previous rape charge that he won, denies it. Men like him never think it is rape - but it is. The content of this page is available separately here.
It is my belief or understanding that the contact with the Higher Self person
was 'arranged' from some kind of agreement or plan. From before this lifetime.
The reason I think that is so, is because first of all it was an immense participation from 'Higher Up' to do all the comms. that happened over such a long time.
This certainly means that 'Higher Up' is doing something very unusual here. The activation for this came in from outside this planet. That doesn't mean space aliens, it means from a much higher level.
Also because I have mentioned a dream I had, which I can still 'see' now, where I was kind of shown a map and I was living in Mexico. There was no way that I would ever make a choice to even go to the USA or Mexico and yet covid did make that happen. This was pre-arranged.
The worst issue for this person - who HAS asked for help to 'get out' - is that this person has a 'dark entity' controlling him.
This would have been able to attach because of the drug use opening the auric field.
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This Really is a Sickness.
This supply of underage, barely of age, and other women, were girls these men could pick from a catalogue. Prince Andrew, Trump and Epstein were all sick men going after young girls, no older than in their early 20's (mostly). But going after them in this kind of 'category' is a sickness.
People like Epstein, Trump, Prince Andrew are out of control, run from the "sex chakra" and this is a clinical condition, and illness. It's also part of the conversion process.
It is certainly an out of control thing, but it is also a condition that Princess Margaret suffered from. She was Queen Elizabeth's younger sister. We can also go back to the days of Queen Victoria and there is her grandson the Duke of Clarence who was so weirdly sick he was considered to be 'Jack the Ripper'. And there is a son of Victoria's named Alfred who as soon as he had finished an official duty would be off to the nearest whorehouse. It is part of the 'reversed human' which presumably shows itself in different ways, but this is one of them.
This is something that is very much taught particularly through some 'spiritual practices' but also indirectly, and also overtly through Hollywood and pop music. It is intentionally to take people into reversal.
"Careful who you marry fellas, look at what is about to happen to George Farmer and look at what happened to Prince Harry."
Candace Owens' husband is now in trouble because of this. Below is part of what I found after my question -
Did Candace's husband George Farmer know she was like this when he married her? He truly wanted someone like this?
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The world we are all currently in, is the "Reverse Negative"
But can you get out of it?
Soon this planet will reache a point in its cycle where it goes through a Polarity Switch back to POSITIVE which is its normal state. The 'reverse-negative' began about 6,000 years ago. That is when 'this' world began. It ends very soon. That is what is meant by 'End Times'.
Problem is, that many people are what was described as "marked" negative which means they cannot go on into the POSITVE when that change happens. However, there were plenty of let's say 'instructions' provided, from 2000 years ago when the planet began its process for this polarity change.
The problem from previous times (the planet has a 25,000 year cycle with only 6,000 years of that when it falls into the 'negative reverse') is that the people could not get out of this problem. They became stuck in this world.
The 'Higher Self' person is a mid 40's Mexican possibly nearer 50 and the topic of an amazing 'other world' contact I experienced on arrival in Puerto Vallarta, Mexico.
Next sections are based on what was witnessed and what the person himself said, particularly in his 4th 'in public' obscene talk with guests.
Some articles here are articles that can be accessed, a variation of the next section will be that too.
Because of the subject matter, this page still remains (mostly) a 'private page'.
I would not choose to make this stuff widely known, because it is so embarrassing for the person (even if he doesn't know it is embarrassing.) This page does remain 'private'. (Mostly.) The 'Higher Up' contact finished, you know, it withdrew. It did continue for over 2 years! Maybe the 'Dark Force' which viciously attacked me before I returned to PV in March 2024 is clearing and 'Higher Up' is allowing the process. There has to be something in that.
It is hard to know how or why this person would ever have chosen to be how he is, or thought it was 'good' or perhaps thought it was "cool''.
And I am sorry this is so harsh and describing something so awful. But it is awful.
I would not choose to make this stuff widely known, especially not if I include the video of the accommodation which I found. I do have several dilemmas which I am still struggling with. One is that all of this began with 'Higher Up' which makes it, in my interpretation of this, a very important connection but which highlighted a very awful issue.
This does cover some additional points, mainly that I think I now realise the person does function as a predator and it is not by mistake, but by intention. This is extremely hard for me to deal with. But this is only an introduction to the next section/article, and all of this is to link to the videos which describe the predatory behaviour by the male perverts who operated "model agencies" in the USA, so the HS person can see it is the same thing. That is if it even matters at all.
However, when the girlfriend was there in April-July 2022, he did want that to work, yet that is never possible with someone such as he is, but he did not seem to understand that.
You are EITHER a decent person who a decent girlfriend will remain with OR you are the sleaze that this person is. No-one wants a man like he is - except the sluts and skanks, or perhaps someone who is after what they can get out of it. You don't know it at first though, so there will also be those who are fooled.
If you are this predatory whore, then you are not a decent person that any good person would want to know. If you get the drift. You cannot be both things.
In fact, it isn't me who has made some of the things known, other people did that. I struggled with it because of the level of the 'True Self' I was shown.
This was a SOUL LEVEL connection which had the person not been in 'reversal' and a pervert, would have been a very empowering and inspiring story of someone being assisted by 'Higher Up' out of 'depression' and an 'inner struggle' type of thing. You know, hurt by a failed marriage, appears to have been betrayed by the ex, all that type of thing. 'Higher Up' did give the person a very happy 'way out'.
Even so, 'Higher Up' could have shown me more of the 'Dark Force' than it actually did. I would have preferred that it had. It waited to show me via the actual behaviour - which I have clearly said is from someone who has been around the wrong people. The 'Dark Force' first strongly cut in, and showed its existence on September 26th 2022 breaking up a very strong and lengthy soul level connection. I created the sound.project web page after that to help the person clear the 'Dark Force' which naturally enough was about 'love'. The 'Dark Force' is purely out to harm the person. But, it does have control.
It will block the HS person ever finding love, and will do it by making him behave in the way covered here. Such as with that tatty little, sorry but really ugly volunteer in November 2024 - although I understand of course, that that happens with all of them.
You will understand that in the 'energy interpretations' I get or got on this, sometimes it was very positive, and at others it was the negative stuff covered here.
However, I am grateful I was able to stay at that place, I did feel 'safe' because the SOUL level connection and the separate stuff from 'Higher Up' did lead me to 'feel safe'. It was a false sense of safe though. 'Safe' means from the danger of what was happening across the planet at that time. I would have been forced to have that jab, and probably died.
For the record, those who took that jab accepting the narrative that is was all okay, have since developed 'turbo cancers' and the person we are looking at as one who has had this happen is Catherine, Princess of Wales, wife of Princess Diana's son William.
Also, across the board and in general, I do not want to make any comment on people having a holiday in Mexico at that accommodation,
or all the old people who go there for God knows what reason, but for those who are younger they are not trail blazers who are full of fun and in any way worth falling over anyone's self to be 'in' with. None of these people are the ones to be 'in' with! They are really average and some of them were extremely rude, like a form of snobbery that goes with people who are 'nobodies'. I'll get that out of my system later.
Knowing the lechery that exists at the accommodation - although totally unexpected that it included the owner - my opinion is that the girls who go there and anywhere, are very naive and it is very weird that they choose to sunbathe there, when the beach is just down the road. It is very stupid to undress and put on bikinis, and bikinis that are thongs, and not only sunbathe in a place that is not a resort, but also walk around like that. Knowing that this is within the context of the lechery there, and the unwanted assaults as well as the outright offers or expectations that apparently go with the place.
However an equal percentage of the girls who go there are in fact skanks and probably there for that reason. This is apparently what the 'Higher Self' person wants and that is why the videos also profile this type of man. But an equal number who go there, think it is a tourist accommodation place.
The HS person does like skanks, he's all for it, so there could be a comment here on how different this person was when the girlfriend arrived in April 2022. The difference in the character for the girlfriend and how he was with skanks - which is the real person. You cannot be a slut liking kinda guy, then switch to be a decent person because of the girlfriend - which is lying about yourself to the girlfriend.
The girlfriend did leave after about 3 months. He called her 'a piece of shit'. Because she left him!
With a man like the HS person is, What did he expect?
This man is as cheap and the most disgusting thing that any man could possibly be. What did he expect?
Perhaps with the girlfriend being there is also why I did not see the person as a disgusting sex predator earlier on. Presumably this is why the person wants to be 'in' with these very ordinary guests, and it perhaps explains the very public obscene talks. I 'get it' now, but before, I couldn't understand it, I always looked for what kind of warped reason he did this, and could he be helped.
It was someone choosing 'bargain basement' when he could have done better - but didn't know how to do better.
I am only just now comprehending the reason the HS person did this.
Now I get it!!! He gets in quickly to advertse all the sex things he likes to do and will do for anyone who goes along with it. This is like batshit crazy, freaky stuff. This is actually how this person thinks and it is what he does! This is what he is!!!
For me, I had to work this into a 'framework of understanding' but it does explain the reason for (my experience of witnessing) the first public obscene talk in January 2023. This was the great realisation, that THIS is what this person actually is. But there are also several levels to the realisation, or to the extent of how bad this is. I also chose to let that first obscene talk go, and explained it as some kind of thing he had accidentally found himself caught up in.
For now, I still have a 'duty of care' to cover the stuff that 'Higher Up' did to help this person get out of a really massive mis-step in life. This is after all, still part of a 'book' and a very strange story - but not a story to waste. With the 'Higher Up' comms, and so much that this person never needed to be like this for; I would not have expected this of this person.
That is probably why I went along with this, and 'agreed' to it, to help 'Higher Up' so to speak, that I inherently believed this was a normal, decent person. 'Higher Up' provided the way for this person to be free of the 'Dark Force'. It 100% required me to 'hold that energy' so 'Higher Up' could work this miracle for this person.
I am so very sorry this person is this person. It's just that it was not clear to me, that he ever realised it is what it is. Although obviously he did! He is what he is!
But it should be, and should have been clear, because he had no trouble at all gathering a group of volunteers for a public talk about graphic sex and a 'job briefing'. No embarrassment, no personal dignity. Which was followed by one of them doing her part of the job in his bedroom! No conscience about this at all, from him. No conscience at all. But there wouldn't be.
But I do also say how damaging this was to me to witness this person. A major demonstration of this was the link 'ProjectY' which made the 2 volunteers who were absolutely furious about it, leave in disgust. Believe me, from what they were saying in the dorm - finally having found somewhere they could escape to - they were disgusted.
He on the other hand, was genuinely confused about this and asked "Was it me? Was it something I did?"
I mean get real! You are grotesque. Of course it was you!!!!!!!
In life there could again be some awful circumstance where I would have to make a decision to return to PV, Mexico. That is not my plan though.
This isn't saying the person does not have a chance to get free of the 'Dark Force'. It depends, and also it has to be with me 'holding the light' in the same area so he could take a holiday to Asia. See the civilized world. But I could not guarantee that I would agree to doing anything like this again. Even so, it isn't me doing anything other than being an anchor for 'Higher Up' to do what it wants to achieve. Like I said, a miracle!
*The American continent is not safe with a dangerous and 'unsuitable' person as Trump as president of the USA, and he is very likely to trigger a nuclear exchange. This is because he does not understand that he isn't the 'President of the World' and he doesn't understand Russia or any other country who he speaks to in the ridiculous way he does. He thinks he can literally order other world leaders around.
His strategy to 'end the war in Ukraine' was a threat to Putin that he would bomb Moscow. No doubt Russia had the measure of the US President with that ! Listen to the stupidity of how he talks about other world leaders and other people.
He is very likely to create a nuclear incident and with the 'dead man's hand' the USA would automatically be bombarded with nukes, but hypersonics are equally destrunctive.
The Higher Self Person
CAN'T KEEP HIS FACE OUT OF ANY YOUNG GIRL'S CxNT.
We do have a mini-book which will develop into a planned book, which will be a way to fit in all the 'Higher Self' stuff. .
This is a terrible and even soul destroying thing to find out about anyone, especially a person in a position of trust as the provider of accommodation for foreign tourists.
For me it is even more damaging because there was the amazing 'Higher Self' contact, which actually means 'Higher Up' contact about this person, as well as a lot from the actual person.
In time, I will probably be able to rid myself of the damage this has done to me, but for now I'm not there yet.
The understanding is that this person requested help to get out of a 'situation' he is in. The reality is that he is in one hell of a disasterous situation, but there was not much attempt to help himself - and yet the chance was given. It is most definitely a 'Dark Force', and it will take him out.
For me I cannot reconcile all that I was made aware of with this, and the soul level contact and telepathy at times, with this person - at least as I interpreted it to be. It is not that I was unaware of the disgusting obscenity of how he talked loudly and in public (leading to questioning if he was mentally ill) but it was obscenity to the extent that it was hard for me to believe this person was doing this.
I was a paying guest at the accommodation he provided, and because of the life-threatening dangers with forced jabs for covid, and the fact that I was in Mexico, I had to trust being in this place.
It was extremely hard to believe this man was talking in public with this level of obscenity. That is what I am saying. I did not think this of him at all. Nor did I come from any background that would expect a man to be behaving in this way.. This is what I have difficulty with, that THIS man was this kind of gutter level person, AND that he would do any of this openly, and in front of me and other guests.
So massively beyond belief that this man was so obscene.
However, it does substantiate that the rest of this section which covers the disgusting perverts Epstein, Trump, Casablancas, and Jean Luc Brunel covers the same type of obscene behaviour as from this man.
So there were consistent things of this kind, including the strange behaviour with all the volunteers, which I never worked out what that was about until some of the volunteers told me about it.
Yet, I had been 'shown' a very different 'soul level' reality about this person.
Even now I continue having difficulty dealing with how disgusting this man was.
Let's say the behaviour before I left in November 2024 was so slimey and sleazy, especially so in the context of being the behaviour of the proprietor of an accommodation place, where I was a guest, that I would not have believed he would do this so obviously when there was a guest there - and yet he did!
In fact, I was the only female guest in that girls' room alongside this dirty and rude little female volunteer. I absolutely was not going to continue staying there in this kind of situation. Without this happening, I would have remained being a paying guest-customer there for the next 3 months, but of course, I left.
You can read about all of this in the links to the 'book'. He left his door to the bedroom open when this volunteer was in there and also because of the closeness of the 'soul level connection' which was to help get him out of the 'Dark Force' I was experiencing him fxxking this girl. It was sick making.
It is still making me physically ill.
I am looking for the picture I mentioned up at the top of this page next to the current picture there, then I will add it here when I find it.
Youtube of the place.
When people go into perversion, obsession and predatory behaviour about sex, it is because they have reversed from the Upper Chakras into the consciousness of the Lower Chakras.
That is 'negative reversal'. So they are on their way into full reversal and then breaking away from being able to ever return to 'eternal life'.
The Higher Self person will be pulled down into full reversal and eventually go into dissolution - the same as happens with all things which go through the 'anus'.
It means the 'Dark Force' will pull the person into the 'dark negative' where not very nce things happen. Well, it is the end of existence. Not just dying, but dissolution.
So it can be said 100% that the world is definitely questioning the behaviour of the sex perverts featured, and it can also be said that the 'Higher Self' person was doing the same kind of things concerning females, those who were guests and those who were volunteers.
This is the behaviour status of the predators Epstein, Casablancas, Trump and the Jean Luc Brunel guy. Videos follow on.
Trump's behaviour is as a sick sex predator. He doesn't 'love beautiful women'. He is a sex predator and that is reason enough that he should not be the US president. It should not even be possible that 'anybody' can run to be President of a country. Whoever decided that must have been out of his/her mind to think of such a thing.
We are discussing the 'reverse negative' for which we are going to use the word 'perversion', that refers to the Babylonian reversed system
Perversion means the changing of something so that it is not what it was or should be.
The Higher Self Person
What the Higher Up Contact was For and About. And Does He 'Break Free' from the 'Dark Force' Control?
Now we Know What it Is
This is what the 'Higher Self of the person 'asked for'.
When this began in March 2022 I had no idea what this person was doing but the 'energy' about this person was extremely bad. 'Higher Up' absolutely did connect, came into this planet from outside of the planet, and began the initial connection and information. Sometimes it was strong telepathy from the person, telling me.
The HS person needed to get FREE from something very bad indeed. The 'Dark Force' showed itself in September 2022.
Now the world is being a shown a very bad crime of assault against females by 4 public figures Epstein and 3 owners of "model agencies" Casablancas, Trump and Brunel.
The stuff they were doing is serious assault of females and now with having these videos explaining it, you can see that it is the same type of thing that the Higher Self person was doing, maybe stll is doing, and this is the stuff the person absolutely needs to wake up to if he is going to be able to be 'Free' and become someone who can move out of the 'Dark Force'.
So these videos are very helpful to show behaviour that is very evil.
The next videos delve into the character of Trump.
No-one is going to stop people researching into the Epstein Files.
Now we have Jean Luc Brunel, owner of a model agency in Paris and in Florida, who used his business to assault young girls under the guise of it being part of his business.
No doubt there are a fair percentage of the type of girls who go along with what the sex predators do - Trump, Epstein, Casablancas, and now Jean Luc Brunel. They then play a part in encouraging perverts and predators.
He used his model agency in a way that the models believed that allowing him to assault them is part of being what goes with his business and getting a modelling job.
You can see what he does, as it is explained in this expose video.
He grabs girls, touches them inappropriately, he also goes into the bathroom when a girl is in there.
Like all of these predatory men he thinks he can get away with this being 'accidental' and 'part of his business'.
Jean Luc was arrested, put in jail, and like Epstein was hanged in his cell. Which is really what should happen to these men who leer after, exploit and assault women and young girls. Particularly by what they do as 'explained' by being the owner of the building or owning the agency, beauty pageant, or other business.
These videos show the behaviour of what these men do to violate girls, young girls, women.
For the Higher Self person, some of these things are what the person was doing.
CONCEALED Trump CABAL EXPOSED as Past HAUNTS HIM
Watch. This is now exposing more about the top model agencies which did have many of the 'supermodels' on their books.
From my own experience I did my model training at what was a top model agency in Mayfair London. It was our own choice to do the course, and it was a very good training. Many girls did the professional courses, but they did it for their own benefits. The courses cost what you would expect, but only a few of the girls were taken on.
We DID immediately have an offer to go to New York, in association with what was one of the biggest model agencies at one time Ford Model Agency. (So those from my London model agency were the protected ones! I never encountered any of this.) We would be in an apartment in New York, owned by the agency, with one of the management team who 'looked after' the girls. That was how it worked. This is what they would do, and I have written about it before. The London models, such as myself could go to New York with this arrangement. *Eileen Ford was for actual professional models, but we are now learning that these other agencies were really about trafficking girls labelled as 'models'.
I can say accurately that these girls interviewed are not actual models, they wouldn't be 'models' they are just nice looking girls..They are the ones who were taken on for this additional trafficking which I certainly knew nothing about until recent revelations.
I have also mentioned that my family knew Robert Maxwell who is mentioned in this video. This is not as in 'friend' but as in social acquaintance. We didd not know Ghislaine!!!
We do have issues with the behaviour of
The Higher Self Person
its about the disrespect for females. Perhaps it is a hatred or anger based on what happened with the ex, but it is wrong to take it out on all females - granted that the type of guests routinely experienced at his hostel may well fit the image of 'waste of space' or at best ordinary/average, - because it is the norm.
But I should also say that alongside the 'Higher Up' comms which were a gift beyond anything imaginable. I automtically had very high respect for this man.
I thought very highly of him, and was very willing to "see this through" as 'Higher Up' did ask (in my interpretation of this experience.)
I never behaved in any other way than as a considerate and polite guest.
This experience has been very damaging to me, very sad, distressing, and very hurtful. It has been an awful thing to witness.
There are more photos, I must find them.
"My Final Memories of the Higher Self Person" : PART 1. Report-account 'BOOK' : Puerto Vallarta Was a Shock : 'The Horror Revelation'.
We'll Focus on Predators like Trump, Epstein, Casablancas and Jean Luc but the reality is that the
Higher Self person IS One of These Sex Predators too.
This was the most offensive aspect of this entire episode - discovering this person to be a sex pervert and predator.
The 'Higher Up' comms were magnificent, and the Soul level connection, I never dreamed the person could be what i witnessed for myself to see.
I witnessed this behaviour, I also had people report this to me, asking what they could do.
Things have developed since that time and I know that people have reprted this man who does do the same things attrubuted to Jean Luc in a featured video. He does go into the bathroom when a girl is in there. probably thinks he can, and that it is one of the perks of being a business owner.
However, there are unknown numbers of girls who could also report the HS person to authorities.
To me it is the incredulity that a man would do these things, that any man would do these things. The automatic feeling is that most men have some standard of decency towards females, and it is the few who are without conscience enough to violate the privacy and private aspects of females.
But the most horrible aspect is that it is THIS man who is like this.
"Model" Agencies and Prostitution
The most revealing information appears to indicate that a number of "model" agencies sprang up in the USA, but they were a front for bringing in prostitutes from 'east Europe'.
There is definitely a connection with the former Czechoslovakia now Czech Republic and Slovakia, and also with Slovenia, and Ivana Trump who was from the then Cezechoslovakia, and of course her husband, who opened a 'model agency'. The other suspect names were Jean Luc Brunel, John Casblancas from Elite Models, and Paolo Zampoli of Metropolitan Models.
It is also suggested that these men knew each other and also knew Epstein who at some point in the late 80's apparently, hooked up with Ghislaine Maxwell - who is also a Czechoslovakian contact, her father Robert Maxwell was Czech AND considered a Mossad agent - who was able to get them royal contacts. Michael Wolff has said they, Trump and Epstein desparately wanted to find a way to get girls to Prince Andrew. Thereafter a very high level 'elite' prostitution racket began. Not 'trafficking' but actual prostituton. Maybe, as an alleged example, Trump did not make his fortune from real estate but human female real estate!
These, or some agencies supplied "models' for parties with wealthy elite, or as 'introduced dates'. These females were prostitutes specially for the wealthy elite, and some of these men married these prostitutes, who were re-labelled as 'models'. Is the US's First Lady a former prostitute and could she have any connections to 'foreign governments'?
How many of these girls married people in powerful positions, in government etc? There is already a website which provides a connected with Ivana Trump and her father as an asset for the Czech secret service. The thing about this is, that this was a very creative cover for supplying willing girls for what was nevertheless prostitution work yet they also may well have been 'models' too. This does not alter the reality.
I also do personally know that the Eileen Ford Model Agency, long before this 'girl supply' thing took off, was legitimately bringing in girls from overseas, from the UK Scandinavia and Europe as actual models. .This was a unique thing at the time, and from the days before the Epstein operation began to take off, because it was my London Model Agency (not the name of the agency) that originally had the arrangement with New York. Those revealing this clearly state that Ford girls were not part of this. But they surely must have inspired those "agencies" who began later, that this was a great way to bring in prostitutes but specifically for the wealthy elites, and eventually those with 'insatiable' appetites for this like Prince Andrew. What a great little idea it was! Then we look to authors like Michael Wolff to find out more.
What is Donald Trump doing In my dressing room?
Watch . about 10 mins. From actress Jill Dalton back in the 90's inside a dressing room at Trump Tower, where Trump casually entered while models were undressing. These memories are placed in the larger context of allegations and documented behavior reported by dozens of women over the years. With Epstein files back in the headlines, Jill sheds light on a pattern too long ignored.
This is Trump abusing the cover of "his business" to inappropriately compromise young women and girls.
There are videos and magazines with willing girls paid and agreeing to do that, but what this disgusting man is doing, is an abuse to all women who have not at all given him permission to have such an intimate and extremely embarrassing view of them.
 The 2 Sides of the 'Higher Self' person
the Ideal and Best Version, a Good Asset, Decent person -
which could have been captilalized on, big time actually except for a misidentified interest in nobodies,
and the Lecherous Sleaze which is very much like Donald Trump.
Throughout the time in Puerto Vallarta we described the Higher Self person as a 'Janus' sometimes facing the True Self, but more often facing his 'reversed self'.
Both characters are completely different.
The True Self is a great person and at times was definitely present and in control of the body. This is the person as the positive 'upwards spiral' who could get away from the 'Dark Force'.
But it would switch into the other character, which is very similar to the lecherous Donald Trump when he was in his 40's.
There are many, many similarities in the sleazy behaviour, the use of his business for lecherous purposes, the look in the eyes, the mannerisms, the dancing, the leering, and the kind of vibe about him, and of course the general sleaze aspect. The person is very similar to Donald Trump.
Donald Trump provides something of a mirror image of the Higher Self person who is version of the self that is going downwards.
Another 'Menace to Society' is the Higher Self person, who we believe has a 'Dark Force' which has basically ruined this person's life.
Or the ability to go on into the 'Future Positive'.
It is a 'Dark Force' and it does exist, it is a real thing. It is like a shadowy force that is pulling the person into a swirling sinkhole - that is rotating left to right - and 'Higher Up came in to help lift the person out of it.
For me, it would also have started to pull me in too.
It's not that I wouldn't have pulled out again, but it is not a very nice thing. And there are a LOT of equally bad 'forces' pulling downwards, all over the entire area in Mexico, and very much with the majority of tourists too.
The intermediary for the person to be able to get free of this, is me, but I simply cannot be there in Puerto Vallarta.
If the person reaches a place within that has more courage really, rather than 'awareness', he could take a holiday and explore, probably Cambodia - there is a lovely war going on there at the moment!
That is the only way.
Being attached to that 'Force' is 'negative' and anyone who is 'marked' negative will split away at the time called the 'Dividing of the Ways'
We have mostly 'Finished' with the HS topic,
but this is the HS page and we add a bit every so often. Not sure it can be 'finished' as easily as that.
It is a big deal about being able to go into the 'positive' charged Earth when the Polarity Switch happens.
There are changes in the planet now, in that the West will fall (thank God) but rebuild as an equal amongst equals (in some form) not the kind of Trump model of domination over the world.
Last night I had an unusual dream which was also how I described how it might be when the two energy streams - positive and negative - change over.
The imminent polarity Switch of the planet. It was suggested that those who go on into the new positive stream, kind of walk into a new reality. It just automatically changes over. Those who are 'marked' negative - which seems to be a majority of the 'West' but not so the case in the 'East' - go down the rabbit hole.
In my dream last night that is what I did, like walking from a fairly shadowy place which may have been indoors,
then out into the most gloriously beautiful day which was in a brilliant sunlight many times greater than a sunny day here, yet not so much that it was overwhelming. It was this world but a thousand times better. And brighter. It was just simply glorious.
I also looked around and it was beautiful, which I commented on, in the dream. Because it was like I had been shown this.
I knew I had stepped into an 'alternate reality' and it was so good I literally said "I think I'll stay here, in this reality. Does it matter, like would it matter if this became my world reality?"
We have been in the 'negative' for around 6,000 years. There are people who have been born onto this planet from that negative energy stream.
There are also people who became caught here like the Higher Self person.
Also people like myself, who is from the 'positive' energy stream, but caught here. Some people from the 'positive' are taken over by the 'negative' and converted into reversal. Like the 'Higher Self' person and the reason for the contact and the unfolding story.
In February 2024, that 'negative' Force psychically attacked me, but also showed it had been drawn out into the open. From there it still remains whether the person can overcome it's control, override it.
When the planet switches polarity, it is understood that anyone who is 'marked' negative cannot continue into the future.
OMG! The Model Scene in New York City
When I first trained in London and joined the Mayfair model agency I was with, I was offered if I would like to go to New York. They used to send girls over to New York all the time and work in conjunction with the Ford Agency which did have all the top models at one time.
However, I now know a littel more about what happened to all the 'models' who were sent over to New York! There would be real fashion and photo work of course, but there was also going to the clubs. This was one of a number of times when I was caught in the world of the 'elite' glamour but there was all this other stuff attached.
Higher Self person, topic.
 I Still Go Through Repeating Traumatic Nightmares
about the 'Higher Self' person Experience.
I am definitely traumatised by it, and still trying to 'clear' it. It haunts me, and why I had to witness this.
The behaviour and the pleasure derived from degradation, indicate the person is in 'reversal'.
When the planet changes at Pole Shift, it is no longer able to sustain those who are in 'reversal'.
I believe that Higher Up while obviously 'knowing everything' does send someone in to check if a person/soul is able to be helped to get out of being trapped in the 'underworld' - for want of a better way to describe this. I think that is what happened. The activation for this literally entered the planet from outside and set this off.
This was a very great gift that was provided to this person. So great that it meant a difference for the time called 'Dividing of the Ways' when those who are what we are calling the 'Talmud consciousness' get removed from the planet at Pole Shift. It was a great gift.
I had no idea the person was the way he was, I thought it was about times of depression and that was associated with looking to find 'true' and loyal love. I thought it was because he had been stung by his failed marriage. A normal person, with depth and sensitivity. .A normal, decent man who wanted to find true love and a happy true marriage, but was understandably fearful about the hurt. .
But this is what continues to cause me bouts of trauma and horror.
I do have bouts when this really hits hard, and I feel literally physically sick and distressed about this.
I absolutely could not believe it as I gradually saw him being the disgusting, degenerate whore that he allows himself to be. I also slowly realised what he was doing, and had been doing for I suppose the preceding 10 years or so of running the hostel. This was far, far more degenerate than just the small amount I can write here. It covers his worldview, his attitude to women, his disrespect, and his sexual abuse of the young girls who go there. It is horrific that the person thinks or thought, this is/was okay, acceptable or perhaps even thought it was some kind of 'normal'.
I Continue To Experience Periodic Bouts of Trauma After Being in the 'Energy' of this Disgusting Person.
This section is about when I first saw that volunteers are expected or seen as there for sex with him. I would never have known that but for the 4 obscene 'in public' talks, but the one to comment on would be the gathering of a group of girls - way too many volunteers - and the talk about sex, which was the 'work briefing' and that after that, he did actually have one of them in his room. Just like that. In all those talks he was quite blatant about it. Probably the same when he took all volunteers out, socialising, and also to the river where he had some land. Probably deciding which one he was going f...k first.
Like a level of insolence that this is a selection of garbage he can 'choose' from. Like the girls in the Trump/Epstein video. The HS person is quite arrogant about it, sneering if he feels like it, yet these are nothing to write home about, just very ordinary, everyday, one dimensional girls. To be honest, you would think he could do better, yet really it is the girls who should be doing better.
But it is not only that. The rest of the time when there are not volunteers, he went out to the nightclubs, mostly twice a week, Thursday and Saturday, but it varied. It would be around midnight or later, and he said that people (guests) think he is there on the premises, but guests also think he is a good guy who is responsible, not that he's out as a predator 'sex hunting' like Epstein and Trump would do. The clubs are at their busiest, full of passing tourists there for 'fun' - which is another holiday related circumstance he can exploit to have random sex with any slut who is ready for a holiday screw. A very real predator.
But of course I had no concept that he would be a person like that. Most definitely I would never have believed it after the Soul Connection for 15 hours on Sept. 25th and 26th 2022, until a 'darkness' so clearly and definitely came in and broke that connection around 1 pm on the Monday.
And following the appearance of that "darkness' cutting in, this is what happened.
What followed after that 'Dark Force' came in - was the HS person decided to go after the Russian girl with the hair piece and hyena laugh, who was staying at the premises. It did not go anywhere but it took time to go nowhere. The weird thing is that that is what he did!
A complete 180 degree turnaround, as if he was lost in some darkness and could not see the way.
This had been an unprecedented SOUL LEVEL connection
with very clear telepathy happening. Massive. Yet he did a kind of 180 degree turn in focus away from what was actually happening .
This crazy thing to do, clearly shows what the Dark Force does to this person.
It redirects him, and blocks out the person's connections with his 'True Self'. Keeps him away from anything that would WAKE HIM UP.
How could anybody who was functioning correctly have gone off into a totally wrong direction unless being controlled by that Dark Force? This person is constantly being led up deadend alleys because he cannot 'see'.
So October went into November for someone who was completely blind, leading to the 'okay, let's troll the nightclubs again'.
Getting ready to go clubbing, after midnight, is what he was doing around December 2022, I didn't realise that, not at all, and I had not ever seen any of this level of stuff about him at that time. It was a time when there was an enormous amount of 'inner connection' at the soul level between this person and myself. The descriptions provided are solely to try to find the way to put the horror of this across. Especially for any normal, decent person who was staying in that place as a guest.
For up to the time I left in September 2023, I thought that the going out to the local dive nightclub was an attempt to somehow find a 'nice' girl there. That would be a miracle, but I truly did think that that was why he did that. In around June, his mother was there, she helped with getting his usual clubbing shirt ready for bim, and it was as if she was there because of some 'depression' and she was encouraging him to go out and find a nice girl.
I can guarantee you, a nice, decent girl would be horrified to discover how this person behaves, and he has thrown away all chances of ever, EVER finding a 'nice girl' and a true love who would stay with him. He'll find the ones who would want it to work, and it can last for a while, but that is not the same thing. If this stuff is how he allows himself to be while waiting for a real true love to turn up, he's blown it.
I thought that he was a person of sensitivity and depth, because I never thought or dreamed 'Higher Up' would show me the soul level of this person - which was beautiful - and that the person could possibly be a person who was as he apparently is! I did not think the mad glint in his eyes when the young girls were there, and all the obscenity, the sheer level of it and the graphic detail that he was discussing loudly and with strangers, could be anything but some weird, misguided lack of understanding about how to be 'cool'.
I did not think he would deceive the 'ugly duckling' Russian volunteer in November by pretending he liked her - then mocking her to a male visitor after he'd told her what time to go to his bedroom, who asked who she was, and both of them laughing about her. I did not think he would stand there watching her pee beside the truck when they came back later that same night, clearly well and truly smashed, as he nodded his head and intently watched her peeing, in a kind of satisfied way, as if he was thinking "oh yes". It was 4 am, I was asleep but heard a car door slam so decided to go to the bathroom. I walked passed the big windows and saw the man standing there. It never registered who it was. Not until a bit later.
Standing there completely focussed on watching her pee, and nodding his head. That says it all about this person, doesn't it.
I really could not believe that this person was the degenerate piece of excrement that he actually is. He actually is this disgusting thing.
So hard to witness after 'Higher Up' had shown me the person at the 'soul level' - which is the 'Higher Self' person level.
Also he goes into the girl's bathroom when he knows a girl is in there, knowing the door does not lock the first time, and he goes into the girls dorm at night when everyone is asleep, legs sprawling. That is incredibly disrespectful, it objectifies girls as bodies to f...k, but if a man wants to see girls undressed he should look at magazines or movies, not girls who are guests and acquaintances. For that situation a decent man looks away. This is a dirty old man who is a sex pervert.
It was seeing this happen and witnessing the obscene public conversations that made the 'Higher Up' intention to help, so hard to do.
I Have Repeating Traumatic Nightmares
It was hard to do this, right from the beginning in March 2022 when for a then unknown reason the 'energy' was so off the charts terrible.
He was very 'snappy' which was something 'Higher Up' seemed to be able to ameliorate (make better). That was one thing that improved.
I was stuck in PV at that hostel during the wait until the covid restrictions were removed, and there is no hostel in PV that is okay to stay at. So I did do what was 'asked' of me, but it was so hard, as I have written below.
In 2024 I absolutely had had enough, especially after he picked up two people on Sunday July 14th and somehow in this scrambled brain of his, this mid 40's man thought it was cool to prance about in his underwear like a village retard, while going into the bedroom periodiclally for a blow job. This is when the two volunteers left in disgust, and what they told me, because I only saw the man in the common area and the HS person behaving like this - which maybe he thought was somehow 'cool'. Where does this 'embarrassment to humanity" come from? Where did he learn to behave like this and think it was good? Those two volunteers took their entire experience there, and reported it to as far as they could take it, and there were two girls before that who the HS person sexually assaulted and they reported that too.
I nevertheless did 'see it through' which was the last really important comm from 'Higher Up' in April 2024. The behaviour in November 2024 was too much, and again showed what a disgrace and filthy whore this turd is. That is despite there being any excuse, and despite that maybe the 'Dark Force' could clear if the person decided to deal with it. The person chooses to allow himself to be like this, he is capable of it, and he does it. To me, that is reason enough not to have the help to not be removed from this planet at Pole Shift.
I did decide I wanted to break all connection with the 'Dark Force' and any part of this absolutely filthy, filthy man. I don't think someone like this has any place in the future world. But it isn't about what I think. I still have trouble believing and accepting that this person was this, and it is this that gives me the nightmares, and the times when this all replays in my memory. I probably will have to go for some therapy about it, or some 'cleansing' of the energy from it.
This new HS section is on a separate page 'The Horror Revelation'.
People Unearthing Footage of Trump with Epstein
but it is already known and established that they were good friends for many years. In the 90's Trump, as the 'dirty old man' he absolutely was, was best buddies with shonkey underage perverts Epstein and John Casablancas.
As we go through the Trump information it is becoming apparent that he has an extremely perverted and unnatural perception of women.
Epstein Files
Basically a bunch of degenerate older men in their 40's at the time, found a way to exploit young girls. But this is nothing new. Next section covers some of this story, so it does not take up the entire page here. The KitKat Club in New York,
Donald Trump, Jeffrey Epstein and John Casablancas.
Next section covers some of this story, so it does not take up the entire page here. This page is available here.
*Will edit this page when able.
Higher Self Person
We do have a mini-book which will develop into a planned book, which will be a way to fit in all the 'Higher Self' stuff. .
This begins with the 'negative reversal' - a circumstance which will eliminate anything 'marked' negative reversal, when the planet reaches its imminent Pole Shift - Polarity Switch. This work is not presenting arguments about these issues. It is directly presenting information about 'Babylonian Consciousness', why it exists, what it is, and the preparation for when the planet literally moves out of it. Its a big topic!
We are discussing the 'reverse negative' for which we are going to use the word 'perversion', that refers to the Babylonian reversed system
Perversion means the changing of something so that it is not what it was or should be.
This is a good word as it covers 'pervert' which can also be used to 'pervert the course of justice' and is an exact description of the Babylonian consciousness and system. Over time, we should be able to cover a lot of what that perversion means in various categories.
For example, lets take a look at love and the 'perversion of love'. In the Original Blueprint everything created is based on basically being a magnet. There is a North Pole positive and there is the South Pole negative. This was divided into two, a positive male charge and negative female charge. So, there are just two creations within the uncorrupted Blueprint. In the Blueprint, this is how it goes.
You fall in love with someone.
This is something very different from being attracted to someone. It is the special level thing that happens when you 'fall in love' and that is what we mean. From there, you develop the relationship, and it only happens from 'falling in love'. As that is a much higher thing than the sex chakras, it is actually a partnership given by God. That is the only time you are intimate with a partner.
But of course, you may have 'falling in love' relationships that do not continue. That is also fine, because they 'came from God'. So you can do what they do in Iran which follows a spiritual law, and they have 'temporary marriages' which covers that. But always it is only by 'falling in love'. The lifestyle in this world as it is, is a 'perversion'.
Babylonian Talmud Gender Teaching .
With the previous story on the Macrons
We also think that God plays a part in actually 'falling love'. The problem with this world is that relatonships now, from the beginning are not 'in love', they are based on getting into sexual activity as soon as you can. They make that and then the rest of their lives. as meaningless as the act of a trip to the bathroom. As a tourist you see endless numbers of these bs Western 'couples', but only rarely ever see those who are in love.
For the Macrons, they fell in love.
The world is not a court for judging morality based on your own viewpoint. It is not our business, and the law says it was legal.
If this was something that did concern you, then okay, you have given your opinion. Now let these people get on with their lives without you constantly giving your opinion.
If it was me in that situation - it is difficult to consider when he was so young, but if it was me - I would make the same decision as Brigitte did.
When the planet switches polarity, it is understood that anyone who is 'marked' negative cannot continue into the future.
The Tragedy that is the 'Higher Self' person.
And it is an unbelieveable TRAGEDY. That probably is the point of all of why this terrible experience has been covered.
Why on earth would a person choose to behave in the way the HS person chose? It makes no sense. No sense at all. With Trump, he is a nothing person anyway, but the HS person is not what he has chosen to live as.
It seems he possibly was, even as a young person in his mid 20's, someone after teenage girls, and wanting to be called 'daddy' (someone passed on some info on this).
I do get to hear quite a number of Asian girls talking to their boyfriends on the phone and they routinely start to speak and sound as if they are 5 years old and speaking to their daddy..
Even if these stupid girls marry these even more stupid men, they are not going to remain looking like a schoolgirl for many more years or sounding like an even younger school girl.
The issue of these girls sounding like 5 year olds talking to their daddy AND the boyfriends who are okay with this, has a vibe of incest somehow connected to it, as if that is the hidden fetish.
It is not an adult relationship is it!
Role on POLE REVERSAL!!!! Lets move out of the 'negative reverse' and back to 'positive normality'.
WHY is there this PEDOPHILE attraction, and that it works?
'Higher Self' person has similarities with Trump in some of the next videos.
As this is the HS person page, this is noted, but it is unfortunate that some of the stuff associated with Trump's behaviour towards women has similarities with the 'Higher Self' person.
In Trump's case, an audio by him - bragging senselessly about his behaviour with women - is that he won't go younger than 12 years old
which does suggest that he did sleep with underage girls who looked as they do in the video of the young girls in the 'Look of the Year' pageant created by John Casablancas, owner of Elite Model Management. Girls doing 'modelling pageants' would usually begin at about 14 years old.
The women who have reported about Trump usually relate to females of 20 years old or thereabouts. He will just grab their backsides, or push them against a wall and kiss them. he does say that this is what he does and gets away with it. In the Hollywood Access tape he states that he does that, and the girls let him do it (most of the time).
This is only a passing comment and I don't want to pursue this aspect of the stuff more than already covered.
Nevertheless, it is a tragedy to witness that the HS person had these similarities, just as it was a tragedy to discover any of this when I was in PV.
It was damaging to me that 'Higher Up' showed the 'True Self' level of this person, and I had no reason to believe that person was not being his 'True Self'.
It was difficult to see that he obviously wasn't being that though, he was "going against his True Self". And yet he MUST have been aware that this was a SOUL level connection!
It went rght over his head.
We all make mistakes in life and sometimes make wrong choices, but this person CHOOSES to be as he is and is capable of being like it.
I personally could not live with myself if I allowed myself to be so lacking in integrity and discernment.
But I think this person has got all his signals about life mixed up.
I did learn that for this person if someone "doesn't ask him for sex" he thinks there is nothing. He thinks that is how it works.
No that isn't how it goes.
The man asks a girl out to dinner or something nice, and you then get to know each other. If the girl is a nice person, perhaps even the SOULMATE, then she will want you to get to know her, and also get to know you. That is how it works.
Actually if this person believes that "asking for sex" means a girl likes him, straight off his whole understanding of life is wrong.
And, I did learn that if someone makes one tiny mistake, if there is a tiny, tiny incident that does not go well, he will be out immediately picking up the next available girl, or the next volunteer to arrive and make her a sort of pseudo 'girlfriend'.
The person just messes everything up for himself. Just by doing that. This is different from a sleaze bag like Trump, but creates the same outcome. A sleaze bag.
What chance is there for anyone to create a lasting relationship? Or perhaps any relationship? Because he's moved on to anything that next comes into range. And that does not show that he has any standards at all.
All of this is about the standard of human being a person chooses to be.
This stuff 'marks' a person as 'negative' and for the HS person it is the 'Dark Force' controlling it.
At the Polarity Switch the planet changes to positive and those marked 'negative' can't continue.
The Higher Self is a soul from the Higher Realm (positive) not a person born of the 'negative' energy stream, trying to get out of where the negative goes.
The HS person can be helped to get free by 'Higher Up'.
The 'similar behaviour to Trump' is based on what was 'reported' to me. There was no point in telling me, as there was nothing I could do. They did want to report it to the police but I didn't think the police would do anything. The girls later did report this to whoever gave them the booking for staying at the accommodation.
For the record, even when I thought it strange that the HS person was taking the volunteers out, that includes with these actual girls, I thought it was very strange, but it never actually registered the reason why he did this. He actually did seem angry that I had complained about it (because I did, but it was equally strange that he was so protective about doing it.) But I didn't realize at all, until I was told that this happened to the girls. Maybe I did not believe it until the last months before I left in 2024.
Mainly related to this type of thing :
The girls reported that the HS person grabbed the girl's backside and also the breasts.
Others reported him entering the girls' bathroom when a girl was in there. These types of things. Similar to Trump's behaviour which is described as lechery. I had not thought of that word, but that was used. The HS person is a lecher.
"This week saw a number of women coming forward to complain that Trump had sexually harassed or assaulted them.
Rachel Crooks claimed that Trump kissed her on the mouth without permission in an elevator in 2005, when she was a 22 and working as a receptionist at a company based in Trump Tower in Manhattan.
Melinda McGillivray, 36, said that Trump had grabbed her backside 13 years ago while she was helping out a photographer at his Mar-a-Lago mansion.
Natasha Stoynoff, a writer for People Magazine, claims that he forcibly pushed her against a wall and kissed her when she was interviewing him in 2006."
Epstein Files
Next section covers The KitKat Club in New York, Donald Trump, Jeffrey Epstein and John Casablancas. and their 'models' ,
Continue here.
I personally don't see all that much difference between how the HS person exploited his business, and what Trump or John Casablancas did.
Some videos describe similar to what the girls said. It may be this one that is similar to the HS person.
Trump and Epstein Accuser interviewed by CNN Watch (A few minutes.)
RESURFACED Ivana Photo Instantly EXPOSES TRUMP
Watch. 9 mins. I have to use the subtitles as the sound is playing up again. Seems like a video of interest though. At around 4:25 it goes to this guy's advert, but you can avoid this and pick up again at around 5.15. Goes another 3 + minutes.
Some very salacious stuff is turning up - and we are following it.
As shown in the videos we have featured, we do not see the girls as 'innocent children' for these parties. They are exploited, but they don't know that. Mostly the videos show they are 'Lolitas'.
YIKES! Trump gets BURIED with SMOKING GUNS on Dark Past. FILM Footage.
Watch Girls delivered by Epstein and assaulted by Trump. Maybe it should be called the 'Epstein-Trump Files'. Shows the pageant girls who presumably were at the Mar a Lago party.
This section above is on the Trump Collection
Trump and Epstein Files
Most likely this will lead to Ghislaine Maxwell being released and pardoned. In the reseach we have done this seems fair enough. This topic is covered eleswhere, and the error in what they did appears to be not being careful about the girls' ages. Obviously Epstein himself, did want the underage girls.
They nevertheless the girls received professional training in legitimate careers when their lives could have been living on the streets. The observation may seem controversial but the girls also enjoyed the parties and meeting the rich elite men, exactly the same as the girls in the Trump video. A Spanish model in a picture with Prince Andrew did not object to media attention about her connection with him in order to further her career.
Watch This is typical of the girls at Epstein parties and probably the next thing to note is the one really pushing hard to make it obvious to Trump she is available!
If she got the gig she probably thought that was a coup. Also seemed like all of them are in some kind of contest to be selected by him as a freebie. This is about the same level as all the girls who were recruited for the Epstein parties - they weren't 'forced' into anything.
One of the girls looks like Chalene Johnson who has a youtube show, and this would have been a modelling job. (Lime coloured shorts.)
What do you think you are seeing here with this video?
Plenty of self righteous 'told you so' comments but here are a few.
"I was 6 months old when that video was filmed. Almost old enough to be partying with them!"
The videos are full of comments like this, people going in for the kill, which shows the world has a problem. And there is this one, making a 'clever point'.
"Trump in 2019: We haven't spoken in 15 years. MSNBC: Yet, in 1992, we have footage of Trump speaking to Epstein. Wow. You caught him. Simple math, folks. 2019 - 1992 = 27 YEARS AGO." Okay, then Trump could have said 'we haven't spoken in 27 years' . Or, is there something that says the video is the last time they spoke? Trump did not say he didn't know Epstein 27 years ago, more actually. He said he hadn't spoken to him for 15 years.
"That video of Epstein was enough for me. I could see the creep in his eyes."
Really? Why? More like he comes across as probably quite an okay guy at a party. His problem is that he is attracted to girls around the age of 14 (but no evidence of younger than that, such as 6 year olds and absolutely no evidence of satanic rituals. That stuff is firmly in the Hollywood and pop star class which is predominantly very low level people who have become rich.)). Epstein has an illness.
***This is very similar to the 'HS person' in his 40's, and going after girls in the late teens age group.
"omg....they caught Donald Trump dancing and talking about women....ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh...lets impeach him. bawwwwwwww" (This is more observant. That is really all this video is about. What is sick is that Trump exploits young girls and objectifies women.)
All of the party bs is 'fake' 'personality plus' stuff. For a model, that's the job. For the average girls this type of thing is actually for real, and it is what they do! Every party or club, as it was when this video was taken and as it is now in today's world, when the waitress, and office worker hostel guests go to the Malecon for a night out. Same MO year in year out, just different people doing it.
"......these are the kind of women who in later years complain and press charges, of how they were touched. but yet we clearly see how they act, all wild and flirty smh just plain nasty and disgusting."
Now, there's a point!
They aren't really 'fun people', its all a playact that switches on at parties, nightclubs and with meeting people at hostels. They immediately look for the others who are also playing this game. Then they pretend to be what they aren't. At the club they try to pull some creep and then that's the highlight they can say they did.
There were two westerners here blocking the top of the stairway, obviously just picked each other up, you could tell by the kissing that they were both struggling to get some spark happening. That will be considered a 'good night out' although the person may or may not have been 'very good'. Just how stupid that is. Maybe the person was not anyone who was right to be with, not that he was 'no good'. Its a perception of reality that is not what reality is. But she'll be so proud of herself for doing that. As were all the girls at the Epstein parties.
There is very little I can add on the 'Higher Self' person,
I did choose not only to leave that hostel but to get back to Southeast Asia and break that connection with the 'Dark Force' aspect of what was otherwise a tremendous opportunity for the person.
I wanted to break the connection.
The influence of the 'Talmud way of life'' exists across the Western world and that is the problem in the world. I find it arrogant, the people, especially young, are extremely arrogant and in a mindset that needs a 'reality check'.
The world does NOT want to be like America or Americans. Ask Xi Jinping.
It does not seem likely that any who have embraced the 'lifestyle and consciousness' of that will get through the 'Pole Shift'. That aside, I wanted to get back amongst people in a part of the world who mostly are not that. It is nevertheless, very modern, very fashionable, most people dress much better than the hobo junk shop look westerners always have, I mean the young ones in SE Asia, they look good, and living is just better.
Should add a bit about the Higher Self person, although I don't think there will be additions to the book.
It is already an example and a joke. Or an example of a joke. I really have not seen anyone before get it so wrong !
People think they have to be something other than who they are to be 'accepted' - often with being stoned to help along the act, because I guess these types do think everything has to be fake in order to get somewhere. Being drunk or stoned gives people something to hide behind.
I personally don't like all the pretense.
The HS topic of course is all finished. I know that.
But I don't think the person gets through Pole Shift without doing what 'Higher Up' showed the person had trouble doing.
We still have to wonder why Trump was not completing the agenda during his first term, but obviously 'they' needed more time, and the Russia/Ukraine thing didn't happen until 2022, plus they were intending to knock out Iran first.
Michael Wolff: "Jeffrey Epstein Was Afraid of Trump"
Watch According to this man the people were at his parties because they "deeply enjoyed his company".
"Epstein and Trump were the best of friends for a long time and did everything together. Hunting girlfriends".
"Were Epstein and Donald sharing Melania Trump?"
Reply : "probably not, but Trump did shtupp her the first time on The Express."
Internet comments. "Crazy to think that there were no cameras everywhere, cmon people!!! Omg, men there for men!!! they were there for young girls, do not whitewash this monster and the monsters that hung around him. If it was all so innocent, why is Ghislane in jail?"
"Michael why did you not release the Epstein audio tapes before the 2024 election? It seems unconscionable now."
Reply : "He has 100 hours and gave 2 clips of 3 minutes. That's like giving a drop of water from an entire swimming pool. Even 1 hour would be only 1/100th. He released nothing."
"How naive of me - a woman - to not realise that this sort of thing rules the world we all live in. So depressing."
"Mr. Wolff is right about the fact that everyone who visited JE was there because they wanted to be there, he was a fascinating man if blinded by wealth and its trappings which many are, I watched how guys like him and Gerald Marie moved around SOBE back in the 90's during my fashion career, it was Ghislaine who made them look credible to the moneyed and they lapped it up and took what they wanted, boys, girls, hell it didn't matter. Everyone knew in the nightclubs and parties what was what, some didn't or pretended not to until they did, everyone has reason to lie about JE because of who he was and how JE had a way of drawing people in from every corner of industry and academics and political corners JE was a psychopath with an excellent memory for mimicking and recall which made him sound interesting , scratch the surface and the fangs were there for everyone to see and many told themselves that beautiful lie; that JE was harmless even when they saw his fangs, JE seduced them into his world the pull and allure of his 'group' was too exciting to refuse....isn't that right Mr. Wolff?
I watched quietly in the late 90's how certain people like JE moved, spoke to girls who encountered them as underage models, the damages that these women face now is insurmountable and yet not one rich 'client' has been exposed, there is not justice, especially in Miami where JE bought dirty ex-Miami cops to harass every girl they could, to silence them, Michael Wolff you should be prosecuted for your enabling and knowledge of the crimes committed by JE aiding and abetting such interstate and international crimes against children and others, both male and female. MW you are every bit as disgusting as your friend because your silence while it was going on, says more about you then it does about JE, never forget that when you lay your fat bald head on the pillow sir."
The interview is okay. This man is, as comments say, dodgy.
Trump Threatens To ‘Bomb The S**t Out’ Of Moscow, Beijing? | Donald Trump News | US News | N18G
Undoubtedly with this, Russia and China knew they are dealing with a complete moron as the US president.
"Did they fear him? Trump expects they did".
Watch This is very similar to the ludicrous things Trump posted to social media as Israel began its bombing of Iran. He really does think like this!
Short video. Interesting content. The former ambassador is not so interesting other than to see the view that those in DC seem to always have.
Trump's solution to 'bring peace to the Ukraine conflict' was actually that he would go in and bomb Moscow. Peace Maker.
There have been comments that Trump has recently 'changed' but the audio of Trump threatening to bomb Moscow and Beijing in order to create 'peace' was in 2024, and shows he was the same as the version the world is seeing currently.
Going back to that ambassador and his assessment, my guess is that it was decided to wait until Israel attacked Iran - which Russia knew it would of course - then Iran would bombard them with missiles to deplete both the Israeli and US stock of interceptor missiles. Then, after that strategy was accomplished, Russia could go in hard into Ukraine and bombard them with missiles.
There is now a big issue of huge shortages of interceptor missiles. The Ukraine war is also depleting all the West's missiles.
'Russian Drones/Missiles Swamp Ukraine Biggest Ever Strike; Trump Boils Over Patriots At 25% of US Needs'
Party People 'Lot of Fun"
None of these people are actually a lot of fun! They are ordinary drudges who work as a waitress in a cafe, or in an office, or ordinary everyday life, and have very little to offer except to get drunk or stoned, and then behave as a "fun party person". That is all it is. They can't do anything else. They aren't even interesting unless they are drunk or stoned and then laughing and behaving as a drunk or stoned person does. With an older man like Trump and other older men at these parties, it is simply to exploit the young girls. Old men jumping in where these girls should be meeting guys their own age.
Where relevant, please post videos to social media.
1992 Tape Of Trump And Epstein - The Day That Was | MSNBC
Watch.The news quote from Trump saying Epstein is a lot of fun, was in 2002.
Trump has always known not to get himself in a compromised situation. Despite that, the character of a man in his mid or late 40's as Trump is in the vidoes of his 'partying', and going after cheerleader girls, is not a 'good' character for several reasons but on so many levels, this behaviour is wrong.
It accompanies how he talks about women - as if they are horseflesh. He does not 'love beautiful women' - no man who speaks and acts as he did, or using them for sex, 'loves' women. They are a commodity and have no more value than any object he could acquire. Look at the video. The females involved were not 'beautiful women' anyway, they were not beautiful, and not pretty. What they were is young - which means can be exploited by older men like Trump was, and available, and that exploiting of that is what is sick about this. Have a fun party, but as a community figure or "elite", a person in a responsible role, it is his duty as an older generation to keep them safe from predatory behaviour, which this is. Regardless of what anyone says, they are girls who were not yet women.
Look at them all! All trying to look super fun and get 'the Donalds's' attention (and perhaps he really is 'the Don') And if you look in Trump's eyes you can see what he really thinks of them.
He does not appear to be a pedophile, yet comes close to it. And it is a safe bet that some of these girls he was with were 17 and very likely some were 'grown up' looking younger ones.
Tucker Carlson - They're Still Lying About Jeffrey Epstein
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Trump’s DARK PAST gets EXPOSED in new DIARY LEAK
Watch. Virginia Guiffre, the woman who spoke out about Epstein parties and Prince Andrew, then recently committed suicide, was recruited from Mar-a Largo where she was working, according to the information on this video. It has been said that the reasons why the Epstein Files have not been released is that the people named are being blackmailed into doing what the current admin wants. Or it could be that it names people who do not want their name mentioned.
"Epstein's most successful role was to help Trump dupe a lot of low IQ MAGA people into believing he (Trump) was going to Take on the Deep State and release all these Epstein Files."
Iran is not a dark place ruled harshly by 'mad mullahs'.
It is only fair that people in the West get to see more about Iran - which does have a 'Spiritual Leader' for the country as well as a civilian leader for government..
This next video is BEAUTIFUL.
This news source aims to include information that helps us all with a better understanding of Iran.
We are learning too! But we do know that this is the land of the Persian Mystic Poet Rumi, and this video is not unlike that spiritual tradition. personally, we think the Iranian leader is not a bad person, but is literally the 'spiritual leader' This is only 4 mins and it is from 2023.
"Celebration of Angels" with Ayatollah Khamenei - Official Video (2023)
Watch 4 mins. Rumi : "Look, This is love: .....to fly toward a secret sky,.......to cause a hundred veils to fall each moment."
Internet comments (people form all religions)
"What a leader of Iran !!! And these beautiful young girls are so inspired by their leader and his leadership!!!!!"
" salute you.....dear father of Islam...I'm Christian. but as Jesus loves children you are one of a kind leader.....Iranian people are lucky to have such a adorable person like you."
I found the videos on the 'Supreme Leader' very eye opening. In Iran there is the 'Spiritual Leader' and an elected government, but ultimately they get the final word from 'God'.
I am sure that the Spiritual Leader does get that communication,
and that it is the same type of thing as happened with the information and communication I had about the
"Higher Self" person.
Strangely, it was having that truly beautiful communication form 'Higher Up' that made me feel very safe being in PV, Mexico - which in all other ways has a horrible vibe and is filled with a kind of 'dead soul' vibe. But with that happening from 'Higher Up', I felt safe!
All I know is that in February 2024 a truly massive 'Dark Force' lashed out at me, and obviously was very active in the person as the 'control' over that person. very noticeably the entire final months I spent there.
I hope the HS person can get free of it.
"My Final Memories of the Higher Self Person" : PART 1. Report-account 'BOOK' : Puerto Vallarta Was a Shock
The experience of the Higher Self contact is extremely important for the person, for the reasons covered.
The 'Dark Force' is pulling this person eventually into a very bad place.
For me, it did involve 'soul level' connection and maybe I agreed to it without realizing how 'low level' this person was capable of being.
It was a dangerous connection for me, and also how the person chooses to behave is too offensive for me to be able to continue. It is possible that the 'Dark Force' clearing is set in motion though.
June 11th or 12th.
Here in Hanoi, Vietnam, I ran into a woman who was staying at El Sunset hostel in Puerto Vallarta, Mexico in 2023!
This was in the next street from where I am staying here in Hanoi. She recognized me, I didn't recognize her. It was a woman from Canada, staying there when the black 'conehead' creature was there - the one who hit me.
I never expected I would meet anyone I'd met in Mexico! Even less that it would be someone who had been staying at the same hostel there.
She said "do I know you? You were in Mexico, at the Sunset hostel in Puerto Vallarta".
Its not that I was all that interested to meet her, but the coinicidence of running into someone connected with PV is quite a big coincidence.
I am now Disengaging myself from the same 'Dark Force' that is with the 'Higher Self' person.
I am waiting to return to Siem Reap, Cambodia, and there is something very interesting that I noted.
This 'Dark Force' is distorting the 'Higher Self' person. That means it is gradually making it (the person) almost a caricature of himself.
That aside, the 'Dark Force' AND the situation of the connection with this person was also affecting me negatively. Being in Puerto Vallarta was like a slow destruction of me.
It would be through any of the things mentioned. In fact it was crippling.
The 'Dark Force' that is with the HS person would try to take me into it if it could.
But this is the interesting thing that I noticed has happened
The moment I knew I could not do a long haul flight back to PV, Mexico, because I knew it was damaging my spine injury - although I don't know why it was - but the moment I made an absolute decision within myself that I could not go back, the injury I have, began to ease.
Just a little, but I can definitely see a difference, and an improvement on even that initial difference. I want to think it is reversing, or correcting. I do think I might be able to do the Dance Classes too.
The 'Dark Force' is doing the same thing to the 'Higher Self' person,
not physically crippling, but on an emotional and basic personality level (so far).
For me, everything in Puerto Vallarta was like a slow death. It was destructive.
For some reason I became quite a lot 'crippled' by going back there in March 2024, but also worse after my flight leaving there in February 2025. It remained like that up until I knew and made the decision that I could not do that again.
Here in Southeast Asia it is not 'destructive'. Although I did not know whether I would want to return to living in Siem Reap, or if it was possible to do so, it turned out to be a definite yes. It still could be that something unknown happens about the one year visa, but I do know that being there, in Siem Reap is what I want. It is what. I feel good about.
The conscious level of the 'Higher Self' person is split
from the 'real self' and feeling level.
It is the conscious level that is controlled by the 'Dark Force'.
With all the alarms of escalating war scenes in various hotspots across the planet, it still seems that it is still just 'filling in time' until we get to the Pole Shift event.
It does appear that the Trump admin is dismantling the system that used to run the USA, and there was in fact a coup d'etat which at least took off in 2020. All of this concerns the USA only, but it does appear that the 'white hats' are on the side of the British Royals in the situation of the attempt to destroy the monarchy by D list actress and good time Soho House ho Meghan Markle.
As everything is about dismantling the old system and establishing the new one and 'filling in time', it is Pole Shift that we need to be concerned about. It is not only that the Earth is entering its 'Disaster Cycle' which is directly because the shields which protect the planet from cosmic radiation will be non-existent during the time of the pole reversal, it is the split in the realities a person goes to that matters.
Physically on the planet, people should be in a position that enables them to get into the underground tunnels and cities, which are extensive. However, the change in the frequencies, shifts between two different realities - the 'dark' one the world is currently in - for which behaviour such as that of the 'Higher Self' person is part of, and the change to a completely different 'energy stream' of much higher frequencies which is also a complete reversal of the current world.
I have no idea what happens with the incoming energy help that was there for the HS person, but to not make it to the 'True' or Higher Self' level does lead into a 'dark hole' that is very hard to get out of.
The Higher Self person is basically cut off from the real self, and is operated by something else that exists in the 'darkness'. Not everyone has gone as far as being operated by 'something else' other than their actual Self, so for the HS person it is more dangerous. It is a possessing Force which has taken over the running of this person.
This taking of the 'lower self' - the conscious, everyday self - eventually breaks away completely from the actual real Self, and after that happens there is no way back. The end destiny is the extinction of the soul. It is horrific, but Higher Up offfered and provided the HS person with a way out.
Throughout my time with this, the person switched between being the 'dark' and evil side, and the times when it was the Real Person there.
This has made it more difficult because the Real Person was so worth helping. But the dark side person is not.
Obviously I would not take the time to always reinforce how powerful the experience from 'Higher Up' was, if it was a minor reason,
and that a very specific way out was available for the person. I still have to work out what happened! But really it was a fluke of a situation that ever took me to Puerto Vallarta - although Puerto Vallarta was the place I was 'shown' to go to - and the reason was the lockdowns and the jabs. I was never going to be staying there. It was always going to be until January 2025,
Even though I am writing a book, that in itself, would not be the most important reason. For the BOOK, it is more about how unexpected it was to discover about this person. I am now in Indochine and with my spine injury as it currently is, I cannot consider any return trips to PV. It is too dangerous with the injury as it is, although I am, of course, always working to heal it. The stuff with the injury to my spine is almost like a 'guidance' on this
.I cannot return to Puerto Vallarta and be the person at the 'this world' end of what 'Higher Up' did for the HS person. I will be in Hanoi for 3 months then will return to Siem Reap, Cambodia and get the visa to stay there, it is renewed each year.
I wasn't sure how I would feel about returning to Siem Reap but it has been good, very easy going, laid back,
many, many good cafes and restaurants - about 5 Mexican ones - and it is a good life, with plenty of clubs and nightlife. Also plenty of therapy for my damaged spine, and better than in Hanoi. I also had to find out if getting the visa was do-able, but it seemed to be no problem. I feel very good about returning here, while also knowing that it is easy for me to get to other countries for the 'city fix' I like - also within a short flight that I can do.
The BOOK isn't going to be the inspiring story it looked like being. To have such powerfully strong commnication from 'Higher Up' continuing for over two years, to help someone was really an amazing story.
The person can choose to clear the 'Dark Force'
and that would be by taking a trip over to Hanoi, or if after early September, then to Siem Reap.
"My Final Memories of the Higher Self Person" : PART 1. Report-account 'BOOK' : Puerto Vallarta Was a Shock
The remaining sections of the BOOK except the original intro, is much further down this page. The page still has a fair bit on the Prince Harry and is Soho House wife Meghan - because it provides so much information!
Now some music. Then back to the BOOK topic.
Stray Kids.
The music from this page is now moved to the original 'Sound Project' page.
NEW SONG
Lee Know. Taste I LOVE this song. Watch < best video. Lee Know is singing the high notes.
This focusses on their dance. It is actual entertaiment. Danceracha.
This is just so excellent. Blue hair is Hyunjin, and black hair (this time) in the blue jacket, is Felix. It is an excellent song and also an excellent dance number. And to be a good dancer you can see they FEEL this.
I am a dancer and this was my job, my career.
I wasn't a backpacker. I wasn't a housewife. I worked in TV, and on stage in theatres, as a TV awards presenter too, - and I have missed that kind of high energy life. The covid stuff really messed things up.
I have decided that even though I am having real difficulties with my spine injury, I am going to join the gym in Hanoi to go to the dance classes. I NEED to dance! At least in Hanoi there is the opportunity to do this. It didn't exist in PV - there were some classes but they were not good - and PV is just not a happening place. So I will join the gym and do dance classses even if I cannot move as I want to. Hyunjin is my inspiration for how I want to move.
After my 3 months there, the weather will have improved in Siem Reap and God willing, I will return to Siem Reap (I leave here on Tuesday) and this is where I will stay with a yearly visa. I will be back here at the beginning of September. I can still go to Hanoi for a month (and again do dance classes) and I can also do shorter amounts of time in Singapore, and perhaps get to South Korea for about two weeks. I cannot do long haul flights over to Mexico, it is too dangerous for me with the injury now.
Music & Dance video
It is like a kind of ancient warrior + martial arts type of choreography. They do have a kind of 'martial arts hip hop' to their work. This must have been fun to do. Watch
Lee Know "Love me or Leave me" Watch I like his solo stuff. Lee Know is one of their best dancers and also one of the best singers. Seungmin is one of their main singers and also IN.
Of course, they are all around the age of 25 now, but they started out in 2018 so were still kids. Now they are good looking men, and their work is more mature.
NEW . 2024 Watch Not tired, okay stuff, but just something more to add. Hyunjin still has the hairstyle that suits him. This video repeats the last song twice.
Get Lit because they removed the video. Watch
(Thunderous)" M/V Watch
Most shows have all the guys in black except Felix often has a light coloured jacket, which of course makes him stand out. I like Felix and he definitely is the look of the moment, but I don't think he should make a solo career, except I suppose when they are all tired of being 'Stray Kids'. All these guys are good looking. I think especially Han (white sleeves but his hair is longer than usual but better shorter) IN (has a sort of red/brown hair colour this time and a bit longer but also better shorter). Both Han and IN look better looking in other videos. I have just discovered who Seungmin is, and of course Hyunjin is good looking, and Felix (the blonde but maybe he has sexy eyes) but all of them are good looking. Since Felix has blonde hair which stands out, I don't think he should have such an obvious light coloured jacket so the focus is on him - that is in fairness to all the others because it has to be a bit annoying and that will cause issues over time. You know they all work really hard. Best dancing start at the beginning its a 'new' song, but for dancing the best bit is about 15 seconds from around 9:30.
The Higher Self Project.
The conscious level of this person, is split from the 'real self' and feeling level, and it is the conscious level that is controlled by the 'Dark Force'.
When the Earth Moves Out of the 'Dark Force'
the realities will split on this planet. The planet actually moves into Higher frequencies of Light - so there is a very real division.
The planet's cycle is actually moving upwards out of a dip downwards for the past thousands of years, so it is a very real thing. Once it reaches a point in its journey 'upwards' (the reason for its wobble) things change.
It isn't that the whole planet is moving 'upwards, its a part of the planet that fell downwards as you would see with a wobble. Like a spinning top that's slowing down. If it speeds up again, then it starts to move out of a wobble and begins to be upright again. That is basically what is happening now.
At the point of that happening, the frequencies reverse to a positive instead of negative.
There will be people who at this point now 'belong' to the 'Dark Force' and that is what will happen when the actual Shift happens.
Others, are matched with the Higher frequencies and they will remain with the change to the planet.
Those who are 'marked' for the 'Dark Force' can only remain with the darkness.
Those incoming communications from 'Higher Up' were a really great experience, quite addictive, and I miss that happening.
For that reason, they were an unbelievable experience that I value, although the value reduced because of the difference between the 'Higher Self' aspect and the reality of the actual person. Even so, I continued to believe in, have faith in this person.
I now realise, or my interpretation is, that an 'energy instruction' absolutely did come in at the end of March 2022, and with it came an entire programme of 'support comms' that assisted the process - because it was pretty much all a really difficult thing for me to have to go through.
An entire 'energy package' came in at the end of March 2022 and ran for just over 2 years.
They slowed down after the massive 'Dark Force' attack in February 2024, but really went kind of silent after what the HS person did in November 2024.
BUT,
I would not have agreed to being involved in this had I known more about the person.
I don't think anyone would ever, ever have considered there would be the situation there was.
New Content June 8th 2025.
There is another disturbing aspect to the entirety of this amazingly meaningful communication from 'Higher Up' concerning this person.
The very real problem began to show after about 7 months from when it all began
................ and it wasn't the 'Dark Force'.
But my first comment is how distressing this was. It was Heart Breaking.
It was a slow, awful realisation
- because it absolutely wasn't what 'Higher Up' was showing.
There were the first signs that the HS person is not functioning as a normal person. By his first bizarre in public talking in January 2023, it showed there was clearly something wrong with him. This was made even more noticeable by the even more bizarre obscene in public talking at the end of March 2023. What is wrong with this person to talk in this way in public? (Or at all, because it is absolutely crazy, bonkers, making a fool of himself weird.) There is definitely some kind of mental illness, or drug created brain damage.
And I have to cover it in the BOOK, and here, because anyone can see that the 'report' was of weird stuff, but also because this was so disappointing. I think by October 2022, not long after the most wonderful Soul Level connection, I spoke to him and he, as the proprietor of the place I was staying, gave a response that was mad. It was mad, especially given the Higher Self - Soul Level connection that had recently happened, it was just mad. Even if the recent Soul Level connection was discounted, his reponse was not even related to what I said.
This man was completely not connected to his own self. It is perhaps that the drug taking or whatever, has separated the conscious level from the feeling level, which might explain a lot. And this person does need help.
It means the conscious level of this person, is split from the 'real self' and feeling level, and it is the conscious level that is controlled by the 'Dark Force'.
It is not the actual person in control.
Keep in mind that the 'real self' level of the person DID ask for help - and it was granted - then apparently thrown away. So maybe that was the first real indication of stuff that was not functioning 'right'. After that the weird behaviour became more noticeable.
It became even more embarrassing - witnessing him making a fool of himself - with the prancing around the compound area in his underwear and apparently thinking this made him a 'cool' person for doing this weirdo stuff. It seemed obvious that he knew what he was doing and wanted me to see it because he did check I was there. This was to delierately show he was this kind of person. Unfortunately, there were other volunteers up on the balcony at that time and they were already fed up and furious with him.
There is no point in being diplomatic about it. It was such an embarrassment, like he was the 'village idiot' and didn't know it.
Because he doesn't know it. In addition, he is not only without morals but he is freakily immoral. No conscience about it at all. He will easily engage in an intimate act with any slag who looks teenage-like (another weirdo thing with that) - although he also somehow wants to find a relationship that has meaning and love. Yet he regards it as meaningless. Something he can engage in with anyone.
Like after the 3rd 'in public' obscene talk, which I later realized was with a group of excess numbers of volunteers,
then as I passed the 'office' (and bedroom) there was what sounded like a girl shrieking in there, one of those volunteers presumably. I chose to think maybe that wasn't what it was. He surely wasn't like that. Not him. My God how could he do that? Even at that time I thought he was a decent person, just naive about how he was talking in public. But that, sadly, wasn't how it was.
It was so horrible because for me, it was still only weeks after I had been really ill, followed by a time when there was significant telepathy from him. Yet of course, there had been a bit of a 'things going wrong'. His response to anything remotely mildly going wrong is to run off and seduce the next available girl - which looks like it was Sara (or Sarah) from Austria, a volunteer, and also the nice girl he so gleefully bragged about seducing in the March 'in public' obscene talk. .
It really was Heart Breaking and This Raises the huge Question for me,
why I would have been brought into this involving someone I had to discover was horrifying and an anathema - other than I am the only person who could hold the Light from Higher Up to help this person.
For me, I find this disturbing, and it has been extremely damaging to me and possibly for my life.
Why was I caused to be involved in this? The book-report does cover what an unusual kind of human joke and embarrassment the person is, and it is freaky beyond words. This is someone who has no need to be or behave in this way, so what on earth caused this.
The most powerful and significant, wonderful experience was the 15 hours of SOUL LEVEL
connection with the HS person from the evening of Sunday Sept. 25th to early afternoon on Sept.. 26th 2022.
Such a magical connection - but that is also when the 'Dark Force' stepped in and broke that connection. That is when it first really showed itself.
The last really significant Higher Up comm was in April 2024 and it was for me to 'see this through'. It was a wonderful experience,
it is like being given a shot of extra energy.
It was kind of a follow on to the absolutely massive presence of the 'Dark Force' as it showed itself in February 2024. Obviously it was running the HS person bigtime from perhaps days after I returned to Puerto Vallarta in 2024, and the person was a very weird, crazy person. Not a normal human being, but freakish and uncouth. That was the problem the numbers of girls complained about to whichever organizations they complained to.
There were other 'energy things', particularly after the time I booked to renew the visa via Tijuana in August instead of going to Vietnam. There was also something not too long after I was in Vietnam in late February 2025.
Maybe this is about the person being able to override the 'Dark Force'?
If so, maybe there will be another Higher Up comm, because it is difficult for me to know, and there is nothing good about being in PV, as said, they can't even make coffee properly!
Anyway, I did wait another six and a half months before I did leave. In November 2024 the person did face a choice for 'good', but chose the 'Dark Force'.
I don't think 'Higher Up' was 'pleased' with the HS person's behaviour.
I think that the mission failed.
It is a terrible thing to consider, on so many levels it is terrible, but I think it failed to get the Higher Self person out of the clutches of the 'Dark Force'. But it was the person's choice.
Updated June 9th
It isn't over. Apparently, the person can still make a choice to be free of the 'Dark Force'.
If not he will continue down a very dark hole that he can't get out of.
Updated June 9th
Apparently it can be cleared but I have to 'hold the energy' because that is just the way it worked.
The HS person needs to break out and see the real world a bit, do a trip to Hanoi - then I can 'hold the Light' and "Higher Up' can release the HS person from the hold of the 'Dark Force'.
'safe' page link. * The re-added page for reference, is the original account as when written.
These are the Reasons I 'Should' Go Back to Puerto Vallarta.
Given what 'Higher Up' showed. I should do.
First I have the 3 months in Vietnam, I may have to do another trip to Cambodia to get a new computer but maybe I physically can't do a trip to Puerto Vallarta. I have now booked my flight back to Hanoi.
The Problem with Flights with this Spine Injury Now.
I am okay enough doing short flights. This next flight is 1 hour and 45 minutes. Probably I can do a bit more than that but as long as this spine injury is now as it is - made worse by my flight back to PV, then the flight back to Hanoi - I don't think I can do any more long haul flights.
I do hope that I can help this injury enough to get to the Dance Classes at the gym in Hanoi, but it is a big risk for me to do a long flight. I don't know why, but it is, and the last two long flights have done damage.
So as things are currently, any trips to Mexico are not do-able because of the injury.
The HS person would need to make a trip to Hanoi.
It is unrealistic that I would go back to a dead hole like Puerto Vallarta. It would be such an immense sacrifice to go through all that again. And yet I would do it.
More likely I will probably just repeat what I am doing now, another visa for Vietnam and another 3 months of working out what on earth I should do. Maybe there will be some circumstance, or perhaps even a comm from 'Higher Up' that gives a logical reason to go to PV, but that would be that somehow the 'Dark Force' has cleared, I imagine.
I have continually written about how unusual it is to have all those incoming comms from 'Higher Up'.
It is off the charts unusual.
The comms happen because of the incoming 'energy hit' that happened at the end of March 2022, as an incoming 'instruction'. That is the reason.
It is ongoing communication on the 'instruction' which originally came from 'Higher Up'.
It is obviously an important thing - which of course it is when you consider what the alternative to getting out of this reality means.
But it is more than that.
This has to be an extremely important thing, to have an actual instruction which originated outside of this planet, but from the system this planet belongs to, come in and not only detail about this connection, but guide through it, consistently for over two years.
It isn't simply that the person 'asked for help', it has to be something that 'Higher Up' was waiting for.
I was and would be, anchoring the Light and energy from'Higher Up' (holding it there)
I imagine that doing that, for that reason is a do-able thing,
This places the significance of this in context.
The reasons why I feel bad about going to PV are in the BOOK Report and the info below.
"My Final Memories of the Higher Self Person" : Report-account 'BOOK' :
I think the person was a let down, of himself..
The Higher Self person is on the path the planet experiences.
 The reality is that it is extremely strange that this person thinks he needs to behave in the way he was.
If he had been more fortunate in life he would have been such a worthwhile person.
Obviously there are redeeming circumstances that led to that weird behaviour, but there is a problem that he is capable of that behaviour.
And for some reason he consistently seems to want to impress, or be 'in' with absolutely irrelevant people.
I have never seen anyone so 'out of touch' and so completely ruined, as this person.
The only key to this person being able to get out of the planet level destiny is via me - by anchoring the Light and energy from'Higher Up' (holding it there) -
and this unusual communication from 'Higher Up'.
I imagine that doing that, for that reason is a do-able thing,
but it I think there is a cost involved for me particularly in how dangerous another long haul flight can be for my spine injury.
That help is what 'Higher Up' granted - or it was a pre-arranged thing - and it is what I agreed to.
But what happens if such a SOUL Level connection as this was, is not the story that a SOUL level should be,
but instead the person has messed it up?
It is a mserable position to be in. A horrible dilemma.
It has made life worthless.
Someone who is as this person is, especially after the 'Higher Up' comms and everything that was so amazing to happen, simply makes it that there is nothing in life worth living for.
The planet's protective shields are completely down at the time of the actual Pole Change, that is when cosmic heat can hit directly into the planet, and for that reason there are 'hell fires'. It may be possible that science has been able to add stuff into the upper atmosphere that blocks that - chemtrails - but most likely it is not enough. This is the reality experienced by the physical planet. Parts of the atmosphere may burn up.
Pole Shift.
We think this will happen within around 3 years. Its not far off. At that time, we think that there will be two realities experienced. One will be experienced by those who chose 'True Source', which means the alignment to True North and the Life Energy Provider intended. This will move into a positive frequency and the correct Energy Stream (from the correct source Energy Provider).
The other experience will be what those who chose the negative Energy Stream get, with what the physical planet goes through with upheavels and tribulations.
Currently, we are in the 'Death Streams' but for those who chose what 'Higher Up' offered, it will change to the Life Streams, so it is expected that people will regenerate and rejuvenate to their optimum and will have a good life.
The path the planet takes is the part of its cycle called the 'Destroyer', which is a way of describing the Earth issues which happen with the change in frequencies at 'Pole Shift'.
As the planet's shields are completely down at the time of the actual change, that is when cosmic heat can hit directly into the planet, and for that reason there are 'hell fires'. It may be possible that science has been able to add stuff into the upper atmosphere that blocks that - chemtrails - but most likely it is not enough. This is the reality experienced by the physical planet.
The change to the positive frequencies may mean those aligned to True Source (or how the planet is about to change) experience a different reality that is aligned into the 'Tree of Eternal Life'. A completely different reality.
I returned to the topic of the imminent Pole Shift
and it is still very iffy about what happens to those who don't go with the change to positive frequencies. How much of the change is so different that the result is decisive? Or is it a partial and gradual change?
But it is a big deal, especially as the planet really is expected to be hit by intense cosmic radiation getting through the outer, protective layers of the atmosphere,
and perhaps even burning up some of the atmosphere before the shields reform and the planet can regenerate again. So this is a horrible dilemma.
This page is too long. Go to Part 2 here.
BOOK Part 4 : "My Final Memories of the Higher Self Person" : PART 1. Report-account 'BOOK'
The time I spent back at El Sunset in 2024.
"It was difficult to get through the next in public 'obscene conversation' - this behaviour is absolutely weird. It was very difficult to get through when this person was drunk and on something, prancing about in the kitchen area in his underpants with a man he'd brought back and a girl in the bedroom, then come back out, with a small towel round him, and hug a tree or something, then return to the bedroom and so on until he was literally marching about in his underpants in the street outside - which also may have been the time when the girl left.
Some of the descriptions may sound funny, but it isn't. This is seriously weird stuff."
 I was only shown the HIGHER SELF level from 'Higher Up',
the reality of the 'lower self' unfolded over time.
If it had been other than that, this experience would have been even worse. I then experienced this from the perspective of the person's Higher Self and what the person was doing to it. Crucifying it.
I can't tell you how horrifying this has been.
The entire experience was extremely hard on me.
Really difficult to go through.
What Matters is what is in the HEART.
 HIGHER SELF PROJECT
This section has been extended as an introduction for the book.
The Intro for the hostel review attachment is now PART 1. Report-account 'BOOK'
so it is easier to find, and read.
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