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.A Once in a 1000 Lifetimes Opportunity.When I left my preferred accommodation in Puerto Vallarta on November 19th 2024, I did think I would be returning.As I said, when I saw what he, the 'Higher Self' person did on November 14th, with the obvious intro to it on November 13th, I did think "oh no". The energy from the HS person had been very positive but as I said I did hear the whining voice beneath my window on the 13th, maybe around mid-day, and it was the voice when he is stressed and losing it. So it came to what he did on November 14th, the day after I intended to pay for the next month staying there, but I paid that day instead. I joked about it actually being for the month, maybe it wasn't going to be that. I did pay for the month, then I suppose just got on with whatever I was doing but it was probably late afternoon. Someone had left their gear near the entrance to come back later to collect it. Obviously I saw what was going on. The date with the volunteer took about an hour. I was sitting in the common area reading when he came out at 'half time' in his blue jocks, for a cool drink from the fridge. As I had seen the process I had already thought "oh no". With the fridge visit I thought 'oh, no' again. There was something extremely disappointing about this, and it was like he had failed in what he had so desperatly asked for help to do. I can say that now I look back on it. I was back out in the more distant courtyard area when whoever had left their gear came to collect it. They rang the bell, there was activity, and the volunteer slipped out of the room as if arriving back at that time, That was the situation. The HS person had once again, not been able to do what he should have done. He had gone into his sickness pattern. I've covered what happened on the Friday, and as said, he did know that 'Higher Up' had requirements he needed to meet, but he didn't do it. He was "saying" he is going to do this and to hell with 'Higher Up' even though it wasn't 'Higher Up' who would be getting the freedom this person had asked for! In fact all of the time during my stay from March 2024 to November he was in a rebellion battle with 'Higher Up'.Even so, 'Higher Up' stayed with him. I didn't know that he, the 'Higher Self' person, had been given until November to choose which way he was going to go.Turned out that the decision time when he would be 'judged' was November. I decided I must leave there. The next day was Saturday and places were booked, but I did find somewhere, very nearby actually. and I moved there on the Tuesday, November 19th, which was the earliest I could move there. The place was nice looking but very badly run, and it was not a pleasant experience. There was a major incident with a 'bully' volunteer right on New Year's Eve - these bullying lowlifes forget that someone is a paying guest - and I was so upset by it that I decided I would have to return to my preferred accommodation. I thought that is what would happen. But I didn't. I felt I had made an agreement with the owner's son, that I would stay longer, and he was very nice about the incident although I was not sure he really understood it. I stayed, but also thought that volunteer had gone. I was very surprised to find she was still there, but had been moved elsewhere. The owner's son really did not understand the problem! I made a note to stay until the end of the month I had paid for, then return to my preferred accommodation. It was only another 2 weeks to put up with. I did book for the original accommodation and I did manage to walk there without worrying about it. I also wanted to get the blue towel I had inadvertently left there. When I got to the accommodation, it just felt wrong. I felt uncomfortable with the HS person, especially that he had been so weak as to do what he did in November. It had also been very offensive. I just could not do it. I could not go back again. Throughout all the time that 'Higher Up' had kept going with the comms. and through 2024 had 'asked' me to 'see it through' this time with returning did not feel okay. I had booked my flight to leave Puerto Vallarta for Hanoi, Vietnam and that flight was just under 4 weeks away. I decided I could put up with the other place for that time. Unfortunately there were another two incidents with the dimwit people that the hostel took on as new volunteers. One was a Mexican, an outrageous, aggressive bully which is how she must treat volunteers, but did not understand I was a paying guest. She was moved to another room immediately! I didn't see any bullying volunteers at the Sunset, it was a different type of thing. These were ordinary girls on a working holiday. Thats what they were, and I would like to leave it at that. The volunteers at the new place were more like 'career volunteers' and that was the difference I suppose. Then an older woman came in as a volunteer and she was a real pain. I think she said she was 57, and she was saying how she thought all the 'American women' at 60 looked very young. I said I thought they looked really old and were hags. There is nothing worse than these dreadful old American women, and they do look dreadful. She asked me if I was looking for a job in Puerto Vallarta! Really, did I look like someone who would be looking for a job in Puerto Vallarta! There is no job that pays anything, unless perhaps there was something that would pay me $100,000 then maybe I'd think about it. That aside, I hated the rest of the time stuck there. I was discovering Stray Kids at that time, so I juat played music, kept out of the way behind my curtains round the bed. So, I had expected to go back to the original Accommodation.That is not what happened, and it is as if 'Higher Up' withdrew the help for the HS person. That has led to the question, did the Higher Self person actually throw away what was an unprecedented and unusual amount of help being given to him in a circumstance of something absolutely amazing? I didn't know that he, the 'Higher Self' person, had been given until November to choose which way he was going to go.
We are approaching Pole Reversal. There is without any question ssomething that is going to help those who are 'marked' positive and aligned into the 'Living System'. I did not know what that help might be. Now with the current events I do think it is going to be something like what has been written. The strange circumstance that has made its presence known. In fact, the extremely unusual circumstance of the comms. from 'Higher Up' may be connected to a mission that is something I would never have considered before what has just happened. And the 'Higher Self' person threw it away?
Project Failed.
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